Lacey in the
By recess on the first day of
school, it was glaringly obvious that they did not fit in with the other kids.
Kai was just a little too tidily
dressed. His clothes were neatly
starched and ironed, with sharp
creases down the middle of his pants legs. His black loafers gleamed
so brightly they appeared to have
been spit shined. Black, glossy, precisely cut hair framed his long, narrow, oak
He was too neat, too perfect for
his rundown surroundings. In contrast, Lacey looked as if someone had stuck her
finger into an
electric socket. Her dark brown
hair sprung out haphazardly in every direction. Her wrinkled dress was an ugly,
grayish white. Her slender brown
legs were bare and she was wearing a tattered pair of white sneakers that were
one size too big.
The other children had already
separated themselves into groups. The project kids stood in a clump by the
swings. The other kids were
jumping rope or playing on
the rusted playground equipment. Dyllan stood in the center of the jungle gym,
surrounded by its rusted
At six, this was his second trip
through kindergarten and he was taller and sturdier than most of the other kids.
His stormy, gray blue
eyes scanned the playground
curiously. His arms were spread out, hands clutching the metal bars on each side
of him. The second
youngest of seven, Dyllan, was
experienced in claiming territory and was clearly marking the jungle gym as
His eyes returned to the two
sitting on the concrete bench directly across from him. The girl reminded him of
a movie he had seen,
where a boy had been raised by
wolves. She looked like a jungle girl with all that wild hair. The boy, at first
he thought he might be a
girl too, because he was so pretty,
with his slanted black eyes, tiny rosebud mouth and long black hair, looked
Dyllan had incorrectly surmised
that the boy must be Chinese. Dyllan was right about one thing: Kai was scared
and he was bewildered
too. Over the past ninety days, his
life had been turned inside out. His father, a military officer stationed in
Japan, had been killed in a
training accident. His mother
had sent him to live with his father’s mother in the United States.
At first, Kai and Lacey had been
sitting on each side of the cold, hard bench. It took them about twenty minutes,
but eventually they
ended sitting side-by-side, arms
touching. They weren’t looking at each other, weren’t talking, they were just
staring at the other kids,
aware that they were different in
some kind of indefinable way and not fitting in. Lacey impulsively reached out
and took Kai’s hand in
her own. He responded by clasping
her hand as tightly as she held his.
Dyllan always found himself
watching Lacey and Kai, curious about them. The kindergarten teacher, an
experienced teaching nun,
used their growing friendship
to help them adjust. They were usually paired together and when the classroom
was arranged, their
desks were pushed together. They
didn’t talk much. They didn’t seem to need to. In fact, at that point, Kai
still understood more
Japanese than English.
Dyllan liked to watch them. The
boy was always so neat and stayed that way, never a hair out of place. Jungle
girl had a ponytail. She
had to have fixed her hair herself.
Today, it was partially confined in a ponytail holder, but mostly not. She had
on mis-matched socks, a
red jacket that was two sizes too
big, a pair of worn, threadbare jeans and a t-shirt.
He was on the playground, King of
the Jungle Gym, surveying his domain. The other kids were too intimidated by his
stormy, gray blue
glare to approach him. As usual,
Lacey and Kai were sitting on the bench across from the jungle gym, as close to
each other as they
could get, and holding hands.
Every now and then, Kai would
point to something, say a word and then look at her expectantly, until she said
the word too. Sometimes
he would shake his head no and then
they would seem to start over. This increased Dyllan’s interest.
He kept watching them, trying to
figure out what they were doing. Suddenly, Lacey looked up and noticed his
scrutiny. She smiled,
ginger brown eyes sweet and warm,
her entire face lit with welcome. He had never really seen her face before,
because most of the
time she was looking down and
avoiding eye contact with others. Her smile made Dyllan feel as though he were
being bathed in sunshine.
He felt the smile in a tangible
way. Almost like she had reached out by the hand and pulled him towards her. He
was never able to
explain verbally, something that he
had felt on such a visceral level. He had found something he had not even been
aware of missing.
Three weeks from the first day of
kindergarten, Dyllan relinquished his possession of the jungle gym and joined
the two sitting on the
Three desks were pushed together,
with Lacey in the middle.
They had been learning how to count
to 100. No matter how often Kai and Dyllan practiced with her, Lacey always got
count 1 to 10 mixed up. Today, for
the first time, it clicked. She had looked at the three desks pushed together
She touched herself…one, then
Kai…two, and then Dyllan…three.
She kept it up until even Dyllan
could not keep a straight face. They were caught giggling by the teacher and
separation, they were so loud. This
silenced them immediately.
Later on the playground, Dyllan
said it again, “One…two…three…” and it was different, they didn’t laugh. Kai
said it too.
It was a vow, a promise, a bond.
Dyllan never teased Lacey and Kai for holding hands, even though he thought it
was babyish; he would
sit close, but he wouldn’t
hold hands. Today was different. They sat on the bench talking and playing, not
fitting in with the others and
That day, Dyllan held hands too.
Kai walked gracefully into the
kitchen, black, silky hair pushed back from his forehead and streaming down to
the middle of his back.
He prepared a bowl of his favorite
cereal, Special K. Lacey was already sitting at the table, reading the
newspaper, while sipping a cup
of coffee and munching on a piece
of buttered toast.
“C’mere baby,” she said. “Take a
look at this. Our horoscopes look pretty interesting.”
Before leaning over her shoulder to
read, Kai softly kissed the back of her neck.
Lacey shivered slightly and then
started reading aloud, “Mine says, ‘Arise Sagittarian, that which is dormant
awakens now.’ Yours
“Lucky you Aquarius,” Kai read
aloud with her in mellow tones.
While he read, he lightly stroked
her arms up and down. He did it unconsciously. He was an extremely tactile being
and one of his
favorite things in all the world
was to touch Lacey. Lacey shivered again, goose bumps rising along her arms
where Kai touched her.
She stopped speaking and Kai
continued reading aloud by himself.
“The deepest longing of your heart
Kai gently rested his chin on the
top of Lacey’s head and rubbed back and forth. “Cool,” he said.
“Yeah, and Dyllan’s says…”
“Oh God,” Dyllan groaned, as he
entered the room. He was shirtless and wearing a pair of worn, gray sweat pants
that hung low on his
lean hips, his shoulder length
blond hair was slicked back and wet from his recent shower.
“Are you two reading the
horrorscopes again? Damn, let me go back out and come back in when you’re done.”
“No, no, listen, listen,” Lacey
said. “This is a good one. ‘Roar Leo, roar, your greatest pleasure, your
greatest treasure is now yours,
if you so desire.’
Dyllan snorted rudely, “Ok,
whatever.” He moved to the refrigerator and began taking out the ingredients for
a protein shake.
Kai leaned over, softly kissed the
back of Lacey’s neck and she shivered again. Her eyes closed briefly at the
shock of unfamiliar
sensation coursing through
her body. Something within Kai stopped and came to attention as he reviewed the
last few moments. Lacey
had responded to his touch. Not in
the usual puppy girl way. This was different.
He went back around the kitchen
table and sat down in one of the butcher-block chairs. He eyed her speculatively
and turned the words
over and over in his mind, ‘that
which has been dormant…the deepest longing of your heart.’ If he was to be truly
honest with himself,
he kept the deepest longing of his
heart hidden. To admit to it, to pull it out, analyze and examine it, would be
too unutterably painful,
since he was certain it would not
ever come to pass.
In spite of himself, his heartbeat
quickened and he continued to look at Lacey out of solemn black eyes. She tilted
her head and looked
at him questioningly. “What
He shook his head slowly.
“Nothing…nothing,” he repeated.
Kai moved over to the worn, black,
leather couch, sat down and stretched long arms out on each side of his wiry
frame. He leaned back
and sighed dramatically, “It’s
movie day and I am waiting…ever so patiently.”
“I’m coming,” Lacey said, quickly
finishing the last bite of toast and the remaining few sips of coffee. “What are
“Anything with Vin Diesel,” Kai
said. “I’m in love with that man.”
“Me too,” Lacey said and they
smiled at each other in agreement.
“Hold up. Hold up, kids,” Dyllan
said. “Let me finish making my shake.”
He rapidly dropped a couple of
strawberries, a handful of blueberries and a banana into the blender. Lacey
washed her dishes and then
joined Kai on the sofa. She laid
her head in his lap and curled up against him.
“I am soooo glad to be off today.
It’s been a rough week. Too many kids with too many problems, ” Lacey said.
She added somberly, “It hurts.
Every one of those kids reminds me of what things coulda been like for me if I
didn’t have the two of
Lacey was a social worker and
worked at a school for homeless kids. She was quiet for long moments, and then
continued in a lighter
“I am DRAINED. I’m vegging this
weekend and Kai is gonna get his deep, deep longing fulfilled. What’s the secret
Kai? A deep, dark
wish for Vin Diesel to come scoop
you up?” Lacey teased.
“I wish,” Kai responded casually,
relieved she could not see his face.
“K, K, I’m here. Lift up,” Dyllan
said, pulling Lacey’s legs into his lap, so that she lay across both of them.
She shifted herself to get
comfortable and snuggled into them.
“Ok?” Dyllan asked her.
“Yes,” she replied.
“Cold?” Dyllan asked her, knowing
how easily she became chilled.
“Nope, you guys are keeping me
warm,” she murmured. Kai hit the remote and soon the three of them were
engrossed in the fast
paced action flick. Kai gently
stroked and caressed the silky skin of Lacey’s arms and legs, petting her. He
slowly began unbraiding
her hair, enjoying the
cascade of thick, coarse, soft, dark brown strands against his fingers.
Lacey hummed in contentment. “I
hope you asked Dyllan if he was going to rebraid my hair for me before you
started taking it out,”
Kai gave Dyllan a guilty look.
“Oops. Hey Dyl, you gonna braid Lacey’s hair?”
Dyllan gave Kai a sour look, “Guess
I’m gonna have to. Can’t send her to work looking like a jungle girl.”
“Sorry,” Kai said.
Dyllan nodded. He always pretended
it was a chore or a favor for him to braid Lacey’s hair…only, it wasn’t and Kai
and Lacey knew it.
When Lacey turned five, she had
confided shyly that she hadn’t received any birthday presents and that the only
birthday present that
she REALLY wanted was for the other
girls to stop talking bad about her hair.
He had taken Lacey to his older
sister Mary Katherine. It was the first time he had taken Lacey home with him.
Lacey had taken one
look at Mary Katherine’s creamy,
caramel colored skin, blond spiral curls, and blue eyes and said, ‘You look like
Mary Katherine’s soft heart had
melted. When Lacey smiled at her shyly, she had fallen in love with the little
girl. Dyllan had watched
every move Mary Katherine made, and
taught himself how to braid Lacey’s hair.
Lacey felt warm and secure,
snuggled into Dyllan and Kai. Kai’s fingers combing through her hair and
massaging her scalp felt soooo
good. His long, sensitive fingers
traced an endless, torturous route along her body. They started at her hair,
circled lightly round and
round on the back of her neck, down
her arm, gently entwined with hers, drifted back up her arm and down across her
thigh as far as he
could reach. Then they
retraced their path, oh so slowly and delicately, until every nerve in her body
was awake and standing on end.
Lacey quivered, anticipating that
funny feeling she got in her stomach when Kai moved his fingers a certain way.
What she was feeling
deepened and twisted until
she felt raw. She couldn’t put a name to it. It was almost painful and yet she
did not want him to stop. Her
breathing quickened slightly and
she shifted restlessly. Kai continued his languorous, sensual stroking.
With a feather light touch, he
curved his forefinger across her ear, and even more gently, slowly moved his
fingers upwards, to spread
through her scalp and then clench
and carefully tug a handful of her hair. She moaned softly and buried her hot
face against Kai’s leg.
A heated rush of agonizing
pleasure permeated her entire being. “God, God, God…does he know what he’s doing
Dyllan felt his cock slowly
stiffening. His body responded instinctively to Lacey’s arousal before his
conscious mind was aware of it. He
could smell her. Sultry,
sweet and with that special Lacey smell he associated with her. Shit. This was
not happening. He looked at Kai
and gave him a, what the fuck are
you doing? look out of fierce blue eyes. Kai looked back and Dyllan couldn’t
interpret his expression.
Lacey got up suddenly and said,
“Um, I’m gonna take a long, hot soak. I’ll check Vin out later.”
She strode off to the bathroom on
shaky legs and left a rare, uncomfortable silence behind her.
“What are you up to Kai? Dyllan
asked in a heated whisper.
Kai looked at Dyllan out of
unfathomable black eyes, not sure how to answer or how to express what he was
feeling and what his
intuition was telling him.
Dyllan leaned over and softly
kissed Kai’s full lips.
“I hope you know what you are doing
man. You weren’t there.”
Kai didn’t have to ask what Dyllan
meant. He hoped he knew what the fuck he was doing too. He kept turning the
words ‘that which
has been dormant’ and ‘lucky you’
around and around in his head.
Dyllan hated memories of that day.
As always, his heart started to race as the memories surfaced unwillingly. Since
three of them had been
inseparable. They were together almost every day and spent most of their time at
Dyllan’s house. He lived
across the street from the West
Baltimore high-rise projects Kai and Lacey lived in. With all of the kids coming
and going in his house,
a couple more made no
difference to his laid-back mom.
Feeling unusually fatigued, Lacey
had gone straight home after school, telling Dyllan and Kai that she would catch
up with them later.
Dyllan had worried that she had
picked up a virus that was going around school. He had an uneasy feeling and
when Lacey was late,
he found himself walking and then
running urgently to her apartment. He hadn’t bothered to put a jacket on, but
was impervious to the
chill December weather.
He didn’t knock; they wouldn’t have
heard if he had. Lacey’s mother and her friends were listening to some rap song
he had never
heard before and nodding in front
of the television, high as shit. His heart picked up the driving beat of the
music when he looked
around and didn’t see Lacey.
He raced towards her room and
kicked the locked door open effortlessly. Lacey was on the bed, struggling with
some guy who was
lying on top of her. There
was bright red blood smeared between her thighs.
At thirteen, Dyllan had just about
reached his adult height of 6’3.” Like the rest of the O’Brien’s, he was big
boned and muscular.
Without any thought, he reached
over, grabbed the guy and secured him in a chokehold. Artic blue eyes found
Lacey on the bed
struggling to compose herself and
trying not to panic when she saw the blood on her legs. Dyllan’s fear turned
into a quiet, murderous
Ignoring the man efforts to get
away, he asked, “Ok baby?”
Something in his eyes made Lacey
nod quickly. She would have done so even if she hadn’t been ok. The guy didn’t
know it, but he was
not gonna get away until Dyllan
decided to let go. As the second youngest of seven, Dyllan knew how to fight
dirty. With a big brother
like Cullen, he couldn’t be
anything but a street fighter. As Cullen liked to say, ‘ When I’m finished with
you, the only person who’ll be
able to kick your ass will be
Dyllan said in cold, harsh tones,
“Keep moving bitch, and I’ll let you choke yourself.”
Gasping for breath, the man stopped
moving. Keeping his arm wrapped around the guy’s neck, Dyllan hauled him through
apartment, ignoring the choking
sounds he was making. He threw him down the steps and saw with grim satisfaction
that the man was
not able to catch himself
until the middle of the second landing.
He took a deep, shaky breath and
went back to Lacey. He wanted to storm through the apartment, kick all of
Lacey’s mother’s so
called friends out. He wanted to
beat Lacey’s mother sober. He walked back into Lacey’s room on unstable legs.
She was sitting on
her bed, staring at the dusty
“I was calling you,” she said
softly, husky voice trembling.
“I heard you,” he said simply.
“I’m bleeding,” she continued.
“I know,” Dyllan replied.
“Not from him,” she said angrily.
“I don’t know why.”
Having the desire to kick Lacey’s
dumb ass, fucked up, junkie mother’s ass all over again, he squatted in front of
“It’s ok,” he said. “It’s your
“Your period.” He briefly explained
what he knew in simple terms, for once thanking God for his sisters.
“Mary Katherine will tell you the
Dyllan heard footsteps pounding
through the apartment--maybe the asshole had gone to get some friends. He jumped
up, ready for
anything. Kai burst into the room.
Kai took one look at Lacey and
said, “I knew it, I knew it. I knew something was wrong. I thought I would be
He was out of breath and
perspiring. He collapsed next to Lacey and embraced her fiercely.
Dyllan went to the bathroom,
searching cabinets and coming up empty handed. Shit, even junkies got periods,
don’t they? Without
compunction, he entered Lacey’s
mother’s room, and searched her drawers. Finally, finding what he needed, he
returned to Lacey’s
room. Kai was holding her as if he
was not ever going to let her go.
"Why doesn’t she love me?” Lacey
asked angrily. “Why doesn’t she care enough about me to stop?”
Dyllan stopped in the middle of the
bedroom, not sure what to say, what to do. In all the time he had know her,
Lacey had never
complained about her mother.
Never complained about the times
she had to tell her mother to take a shower, to get dressed. The times she had
to go to the church
and ask for food because there was
none in the house. Or about all of the other times she had to think like an
adult instead of a child.
Kai understood, he had been asking
that question since he had been shipped off to the US at age five, away from
everything he knew.
He still couldn’t understand how
the mother who had been such a warm, loving presence, could have so abruptly
pushed him out of her
life. For Kai, the day Lacey had
taken him by the hand, had kept him from disappearing.
Each day that had passed since he
arrived in the United States, he had felt smaller and smaller. His grandmother
had tried to reach him
with very little success.
Only Lacey had been able to penetrate the fog of grief and isolation surrounding
him and pull him through.
Unable to articulate his
understanding or his feelings, Kai staunchly said, “We love you and we’ll tell
you every day. Right Dyllan?”
Dyllan would have agreed to
anything to take those heartbroken looks off of both of their faces.
“Yeah, right, I love you,” he said
gruffly. “Both of you. Ok kids,” he said.
Kai and Lacey looked at each other.
“I’m the oldest, and I know best.
Get cleaned up, packed up and we out.”
When they arrived at Dyllan’s
house, his brother Cullen and Cullen’s best friend Shannon were outside putting
Cullen eyeballed them sternly.
“What’s wrong?” he asked. His violet eyes softened when they reached Lacey.
“C’mere girl,” he said. She walked
over to him and sank into his warm embrace.
Dyllan said briefly. “Some asshole
friend of her mother’s.”
Cullen put the rest together
easily. “He dead?" he asked Dyllan, face grim.
“Nah, threw him down the steps
“Cool,” Cullen said. “We gonna
teach you how to fight little girl. By the time I’m finished with you, nobody’ll
be able to kick your ass
Lacey never spent any time alone in
her apartment again. Kai and Dyllan were always with her or she was at Dyllan’s
Even though Lacey could have easily
shared with one of his sisters, she stayed in Dyllan’s room. Kai, Lacey and
accustomed to sleeping together
like a litter of puppies. Lacey became accustomed to the idiosyncrasies of
As she stood in her bathroom, with
the door closed, breathing deeply, she asked herself why this was any different.
She had felt
Dyllan’s hard cock poking against
her thigh and Kai’s underneath her upper body. They were always cuddled
together. Sometimes it
happened. Sometimes it didn’t.
The only difference this time was
her response to it, she realized sickeningly. This time, she had been turned on
by the feel of their
hard cocks, by the male smell of
them. By Kai’s long, graceful fingers moving skillfully across her skin. By the
fact that she was
surrounded by the two people she
loved most in the world, cuddled into them, feeling loved, safe and…as if she
could eat them alive.
God and Kai…Kai was gay and she
most definitely was not turned on by that old clichéd thing about straight women
trying to transform
a gay man into something he
obviously wasn’t meant to be. Shit, was this some kind of hormonal thing? Was
she hitting puberty in her
Well, she decided grimly. If that’s
what it was, she was keeping her damn hormones to herself. She ran her bath
water, lit incense and
candles. She sank into the hot
bubbly water and tried to read a book she had wanted to get to for a long time.
She tried to ignore her
racing thoughts and crazy feelings.
She stirred uneasily in the
steaming water. This was not the time to start running away from the painful and
difficult. Growing up with a
mother like hers, she had realized
very early, that you can never escape yourself. She wanted Kai, wanted Dyllan.
Admit it…physically, sexually.
She wanted them badly. Why now?
They had been living together now for six months. It had taken years of
planning, working hard, and
pooling resources, to reach the
goal established when they were barely teenagers: to get the fuck out the hood,
and to be together.
She was startled to suddenly
realize now, that even though Dyllan and Kai had lovers, neither one had had a
relationship, ever. She had
never really thought about it
before. Over the years, it had just been the three of them.
Since they had been living
together, neither one had even brought a lover home. She had never had a lover.
That incident where she
had been attacked as a young girl
had put her budding sexuality into deep freeze. The barriers were down now.
Because she felt safe, comfortable,
loved. She had vowed to Kai once that noone was ever going to be able to touch
for him and Dyllan. She had kept
that vow. She was not a hugger or cuddler…except with the two of them.
Well, she controlled her body, not
the other way around. She would be honest with herself about how she was
feeling…and just keep it
in check. Things were just the way
she had always dreamed and she was not going to do anything to change it or
screw it up.
Dyllan continued watching the
movie, mind half on the action, half on remembering. Kai stretched out and laid
his head on Dyllan’s lap.
He rubbed his cheek slowly against
Dyllan’s still hard cock.
Dyllan gave Kai’s hair a hard,
playful tug. “Don’t start what you can’t finish. Watch the movie,” he added
sternly. “I want to see it.”
He moved restlessly as Kai rubbed
his lips over the head of his cock and blew warm breath through the thin, worn
material of his sweat
pants. His cock twitched
eagerly in response.
Kai sat up and rose to his feet in
a smooth, elegant movement. He walked over to the windows and looked out upon
the busy city.
Although they owned the entire
three apartment building, he loved being on the third floor. He could view the
entire city. He laughed at
himself for the happy thrill he
experienced every time he looked around their apartment.
Dyllan and Lacey had allowed him a
free hand, trusting in his artistic eye implicitly. Their furniture was
secondhand but good, solid
pieces. He had added green, leafy
plants of all sizes and shapes all over the place to add life and color. There
were brightly colored
pillows scattered on the sofa,
adding warmth to the room. The room was sun-filled and airy, due to the presence
of three ceiling to floor
windows on the sidewall.
When Lacey saw the windows, she had
to have this house in particular. “Got to have that sun,” she said. Living here
with Dyllan and
Lacey was as close as Kai thought
he would ever get to what he really wanted. He remembered so many of the things
that had occurred
in their lives. All of the things
that had brought them closer together.
He felt so lucky. To go from
feeling so lost, alien and out of place to the sunshine of Lacey was like a
dream. They didn’t even have to
speak sometimes to be in perfect
communion. They would exchange a wordless glance and that would be enough.
Dyllan called it scary.
He’d say, ‘Cut that shit out.’ It
was almost like they were one person. Yet they had quite distinctive
personalities and were very
different in quite a few ways.
He could feel her fear. Feel her
doubting and mocking herself for what she was feeling. What she felt when he
he was gay. He felt fortunate
that he had not ever experienced the turmoil that he had read and heard about
other gay men
experiencing. It was so intrinsic
to his nature that it just was. He had always known that he liked and desired
He had his first crush when he was
around eight. It was their music teacher at school, Mr. James Chatham. Of
course, at the time, he
hadn’t realized it was a crush.
Just like he had always known so had Lacey. He had never had to come out and
Starting in kindergarten, the two
of them were voracious readers. They had discovered the writers Mary Renault and
Mercedes Lackey, among others when
they were around twelve years old. Lacey had an idealized, romantic version of
what two men
together must be like.
The warrior lovers of Sparta had
always appealed to her. Best friends and lovers, loyal until the end. A physical
and spiritual union. So
when she figured out Kai was gay,
she thought it was so cool. At the age of twelve, she had some vague idea of Kai
and his male lover,
Dyllan and his lover of the moment
and her living happily ever after.
He had come out to Dyllan when he
was around 15. They were in Druid Hill Park, on top of a deserted hilly area,
where they went to
chill sometimes. The ground had
been amber, orange and gold with piles of fallen leaves. They had sat down at
the top of the hill
waiting for Lacey to catch up.
“I’m gay,” he had said suddenly,
stomach churning despite the fact that his heart knew Dyllan loved him.
Still…part of him was scared.
“And what?”Dyllan said in cool
“I’m gay, Yo,” he had repeated
“I heard you, kid,” Dyllan said,
pushing him on his back and jumping on top of him.
They gathered momentum and rolled
down the hill, over and over, laughing their asses off. At the bottom of the
hill, Kai had flushed as
his penis had hardened against
Dyllan’s thigh. “Sorry,” he apologized quietly.
Dyllan, still on top of him, looked
down and grinned devilishly while rubbing his erect penis against Kai.
“You’re gay?” Kai had asked
Dyllan smirked. “Ever heard of
that saying, ‘a stiff dick has no conscience?”
Kai shook his head no.
“Well, my mother says it all the
time,”Dyllan responded. “Anyway, instead of that, I always say, ‘my stiff dick
has no preference.’
I am an O’Brien after all. You know
how my brother Cullen is, what they say about him?”
Kai nodded his head.
“Plus in my family, we don’t care
about shit like that. My ma says----‘Just be nice, don’t hurt nobody and its all
Kai chuckled to himself again at
the memory. He hated labels. He felt that he had to identify himself as gay,
because to say anything
less would be to deny himself and
who he was. And yet…he wanted Lacey. He desired her. Craved her. He wanted to
fuck her, wanted
to get into her skin, wanted to
make love to her with a passion that burned him raw.
He didn’t understand it. He only
knew it was true. More than love, more than sex. After his last attempt at a
relationship, he had finally
recognized that emotionally he was
too tied into Dyllan and Lacy to have a relationship with a boyfriend. Over the
past six months, he
had stopped trying and he had
been happy. Until today.
Today, when he had just barely
acknowledged to himself what he truly wanted. He ran his fingers through his
hair. Dyllan stepped
behind him and massaged his
Kai leaned back into him and
“Ok, baby?” Dyllan asked, wrapping
his arms around Kai and kissing the top of his head.
“Yeah,” Kai murmured. “Just a
little restless. It was busy this week, finishing the artwork for the new
Kai was a graphic artist and had
been running his own business for the past eighteen months. “I’ve been thinking.
Thinking about how
it was when I first told you
and everything that we’ve been through together. Remember, how it was the first
“Yeah,” Dyllan replied softly. “I
will never forget that.”
Dyllan had waited for Lacey to
finish an extra credit project she was working on after school. Kai was waiting
for them at his apartment.
She ran down the concrete
stairs at the school entrance and said breathlessly, “Sorry I’m late, Dee.”
“No prob,” Dyllan assured her. “You
“Um, I’m gonna go over Gina’s and
she’s gonna help me with a project. I’ll meet you at Kai’s.”
“How you gonna get to Kai’s? I
don’t want you walking by yourself when it’s dark outside.”
“It’s ok, Daddy,” Lacey said
sweetly. “I’ll catch a cab. It’s not far and I got a couple dollars.”
“I’m serious, Lacey.” Dyllan said.
“I know, I know. I’m just teasing
Dyllan was halfway down the block
when Lacey turned around and called him.
“What up?” he asked, jogging up to
her. “Forgot your key?”
“Nope--Dyll,” she said, pulling his
head down so she could look into his eyes earnestly. “I love you and I know you
will always do the
Dyllan started to make some sort of
smart-ass comment but something about the look on Lacey’s sweet face stopped
him. He took a
deep breath. “Thank you… I love you
He looked at her quizzically.
“That’s all,” she said. “See you
Dyllan jogged over to Kai’s
apartment, wondering what the hell that was about. Lacey must be up to
something. Lacey always had a
List and Lacey always had a Plan.
Without fail, she always managed to involve Dyllan and Kai in whatever her
Dyllan used his key. After what had
happened to Lacey, they each had keys to the other’s homes. The only reason he
used his key now
was that he knew tonight was
Bingo night for Kai’s grandma. The apartment was warm and comfortable after the
cold November chill
outdoors. The front room had an
amber glow from the candles sitting on the coffee table.
“Kai,” Dyllan called out.
“I’m in the kitchen.”
The kitchen table was prettily set,
with matching plates, placemats, crystal wine goblets and silverware. Lit
candles served as a
centerpiece and their
perfumed scent lightly permeated the room.
“It’s not my birthday, ”Dyllan said
puzzled. “So, why am I smelling the beautiful scent of baked bread and lasagna
and broccoli and …
shit…shit…you didn’t, did you?
Apple pie too??? I’m dreaming…I know I am.”
Kai was looking at Dyllan as if he
were crazy. Dyllan walked over to Kai and started kissing him all over his face.
Big, sloppy, noisy
“I don’t know what I’ve done to
deserve this,” he said. “But I---I… I love you man.” Unable to keep a straight
face, he started
He looked at Kai. Kai was not
amused…and he was still looking at Dyllan as if he were from another planet or
looked at the prettily set table
again, the candles, all of the painstakingly prepared food. He looked at Kai
Kai was perfection. From the black
brushed suede boots, neatly pressed jeans, purple velvet turtleneck, to his
hair, black and glossy,
as if he had brushed it for hours.
Kai’s face was impassive. Solemn black eyes, unreadable. Soft full lips,
unsmiling. Cheekbones sharp
as blades and prominent in the
candlelight. Dimples hidden with no intention of coming out to play tonight.
This was Serious Kai.
“Am I in the wrong place, wrong
time, Yo?” Dyllan asked. “I thought me and Lacey were supposed…”
“No, No, NO,” Kai interrupted
softly, running his fingers through his hair gracefully. He turned back to the
stove and started checking,
stirring, and replacing lids
with slow, precise, motions. Uh oh---Kai is nervous. Unlike most people, nerves
did not make Kai clumsy.
The more anxious he became, the
more precise, the more graceful he became. Underneath the cool, perfect layer
was an underlying
tension that Dyllan was finally
beginning to pick up on.
“No, No, what, Kai? What’s up?
“No, I don’t have plans with anyone
else but you and Lacey,” Kai said quietly. “I thought, Lacey and I thought… I
just wanted to do
something nice for you and spend
some time with you so we could talk.”
“Ooookay,” Dyllan said. “What d’you
wanna talk about?”
“It can wait 'til after we eat,”
“If it’s anything bad just tell me
now,” Dyllan said grimly, his heart beginning to clench with fear. “Kai…you’re
not sick are you?”
Startled and embarrassed, Kai
flushed. “No…no…nothing like that. Nothing like that.”
He walked over to Dyllan. “Hey, the
way we bug you about using condoms and getting tested? Hell no…what applies to
you applies to
Dyllan had been playing around with
his older brothers’ Cullen, Niall and Quinn, ex-girlfriends and other friends,
since he was around
twelve or thirteen. Lacey and Kai
always accompanied him to the clinic on North Avenue for testing and always,
without fail, bugged
him about using condoms.
He never left home without one. You
didn’t live in their neighborhood for long without knowing what being sick was.
Dyllan loved life
too much to risk it for the sake of
cumming. No matter how good it felt.
His stomach relaxed. ‘Shit, you
scared the fuck outta me for a minute. Let’s eat.”
Kai looked at him intently. “Now
I’m too nervous to eat. Can we talk for a minute?”
When Dyllan nodded, Kai led him
into the front room and they both sat on the worn brown couch, barely noticing
as they sank down
heavily onto the frame of the old
piece of furniture.
Kai closed his eyes for a minute,
gathering his thoughts. “Dyllan,” he said formally, “I am gay.”
“Kai,” Dyllan said just as
formally, “I know.”
Is this doing the right thing? he
“Let me finish,” Kai said
impatiently. “I haven’t been with anyone before.”
“You’re a virgin???” Dyllan
As Dyllan opened his mouth to speak
once more, Kai held up one hand imperiously, stopping him. “I have thought about
it a lot. I don’t
want my first experience to be with
someone I don’t know, someone I meet in the bathroom at the bus station or
outside a bar.”
Is this what doing the right thing
means? Dyllan was frozen with shock as Kai continued and he started to realize
conversation was headed. Will it
hurt Kai if I say, “No, I am not the one?" Dyllan remembered his first time with
his brother Quinn’s
ex-girlfriend Stacey and his
brother Niall’s friend Tina.
They had teased him until he was
hard and taken him over to Tina’s house to play. It had been lighthearted,
exuberant, and joyous.
Could he do that for someone? Could
he do that for Kai? Suddenly it all clicked together.
“Hold up, hold up. I know you and
Lacey think I’m a brick.”
Kai was startled into smirking in
agreement and a dimple appeared and disappeared.
Dyllan continued, “I know there’s a
List involved in this and oh yes, where there’s a list, there’s a Plan.”
Kai’s impassive face was now
appearing to be unbelievably innocent. Oh no, not me, it said expressively.
Dyllan’s eyes narrowed
threateningly. “Ok, I am willing to talk about it. I’m willing to think about
it, but you are going to need to show
me that list first.”
Kai walked into his bedroom and
returned with the list in hand.
Have Dyllan do the job: fix his
favorite meal, candles, incense,
Have the talk.
Anal sex: Lube!!!!! Fingers
first. Practice!!!!! Condoms
Rules: No going off with
strangers, (me or Dyllan have to be with
you) Use condoms
“If this wasn’t so cute, I’d really
be pissed off,” Dyllan said bluntly.
“I know,” Kai said, blinking
rapidly as his eyes filled with tears.
“I’m fucking up,” he said abruptly,
voice shaking. “Lacey and I weren’t plotting behind your back.”
At Dyllan’s measured blue-eyed
gaze, Kai backpedaled, “Well, not in a bad way.”
Kai stood up and paced restlessly.
Dyllan remained unusually silent.
“I’ve been going crazy. I want to
touch and be touched. I want to fuck and be fucked. I’m lonely. I’m horny and I
am tired of jerking off.
Lacey has this romantic idea of how
things should be…you know how she is…and we came up with the Plan. But, we
didn’t even think
of you at first. I’ve thought
about it and thought about it and there is no way I can do my first time with a
stranger. We kept trying to
think of people but…”
Kai walked over to Dyllan knelt
down in front of him and grasped his hands. “You are my best friend, my brother.
You know me better
than anyone else in the
world, next to Lacey, and I love you,” Kai said in a whisper.
“Lacey makes her lists and her
plans because it’s a way of taking control, making things happen instead of
feeling helpless,” Kai said.
“You know why she’s that way. We
did not mean to manipulate you or plot behind you back or hurt you or insult
you.” The tears
overflowed and slid down his face,
glistening in the candlelight.
Do the right thing…now Dyllan
understood completely what Lacey meant. Do the right thing, of course, was yes.
This was his sweet
Kai; there was no way he could not
do this. I know you will do the right thing, meant: I know you will do it. It is
the right thing to do and
I love and support you.
Dyllan pulled Kai onto his lap,
cradling him against his chest. “Shhhh, don’t cry.”
He stroked Kai’s hair gently,
enjoying the thick, silky texture. “Ok, here’s MY plan,” Dyllan said.
Kai sniffled and laughed a little
at the same time. Dyllan lifted Kai’s chin with one hand and gently wiped the
tears away with the other.
“First, we’re gonna eat that
amazing meal you’ve fixed. Then we’ll clean up so Grandma won’t be pissed. I’ll
take it from there. This is
my thing, got it?”
“You and Lacey, you’re my thing…you
get that?” Dyllan asked.
Kai nodded his head again.
“Cool,” Dyllan said.
While they ate dinner, Dyllan
admitted to himself that he had always enjoyed watching Kai. He had a lean,
muscular grace that was
visually pleasing. At
fifteen, Kai was growing steadily, not like the overnight growth spurt that
Dyllan had experienced.
His deep oak brown skin revealed
his mixed ethnic background. His eyes were onyx, slanted and mysterious. He was
very difficult to
read, unless you knew him as well
as Dyllan and Lacey did. His hair spilled over his shoulders in shiny, black
Dyllan complimented Kai on the
elaborate meal he had painstakingly prepared and was amused at Kai’s flush of
complimented Kai on his choice of
clothing and how nice the apartment looked. He watched Kai slowly relax as he
showered him with
praise and affection.
They cleaned the kitchen together
as they had many times before, but this was different. They had always been
affectionate before. The three of
them were like a litter of puppies, wrestling and playing and sleeping together.
Only, Dyllan had never touched Kai
with sexual intent before as he was doing now. The kitchen was small and as they
worked side by
side and moved around, Dyllan
allowed his body to brush against Kai’s repeatedly. The first time it had
happened Kai had tensed,
aware of how careful he had
always been not to appear to be coming onto Dyllan.
He had not wanted to do anything to
jeopardize their closeness. Now that those barriers were coming down, he was not
quite sure how
to handle it and he was scared.
This was so much more than he and Lacey envisioned when they started The Plan.
Kai forced himself to relax. Dyllan
said this was his show. Dyllan was like a pit bull, tough and tenacious. Kai was
going to relax and go
along for the ride.
Dyllan brushed against Kai once
more. This time, he stayed behind him instead of moving away. He buried his face
in Kai’s hair, and
said, “Mmmm, you smell good.”
Dyllan moved Kai’s hair to one
side, pulled the collar of the turtle neck shirt Kai was wearing down and placed
a soft, moist kiss on the
back of Kai’s neck.
Kai’s knees weakened and he grabbed
the edges of the sink to keep from falling. His head fell forward as Dyllan
continued kissing the
back of his neck. Kai’s cock filled
and lengthened and his eyes closed. His brain stuttered to a halt.
All he could do was feel. Feel
Dyllan’s hands sliding up and down his arms and round to his chest. Feel
Dyllan’s hard, warm body at his
back. Dyllan’s velvety mouth,
hot and wet on the back of his neck.
Dyllan wanted to rip Kai’s shirt
off. The back of Kai’s neck was so sweet that he wanted to taste more. He took
several slow, deep
breaths. Do this right, he told
himself. Gently, he pulled the shirt out of Kai's pants and over his head.
He ran his hands over the sleek,
smooth skin of Kai’s back. “Sit down baby, I’ll finish up here.”
“I can’t move,” Kai confessed
after a few moments. “When you touch me like that…I can’t think.”
Dyllan nuzzled into the space where
Kai’s neck and shoulder met. Kai whimpered. Dyllan stretched his leg back and
hooked a kitchen
chair with his foot.
He slid the chair as close to them
as he could and sat Kai down.
“Stay here,” Dyllan said and gave
Kai a swift kiss.
Dazed, Kai watched Dyllan wrap all
of the leftover food up and put it in the refrigerator. As he watched Dyllan
move around the kitchen,
Kai realized that sometimes
he forgot how physically beautiful Dyllan was.
His hair had darkened very little
from the time they were kids and was a pale, almost white color, and feathery
soft. Like all of the
O’Brien siblings, except Brodie,
Dyllan was blond haired, blue eyed, tall and muscular…and pretty. All of the
O’Brien’s were gorgeous.
Dyllan had been around six feet
tall since he was twelve and was still growing. At this stage, he was filling in
as well as growing taller.
He worked out and it showed. He was
rock hard muscle.
Dyllan had an arresting,
captivating face. The kind of face that you would never get tired of looking at.
His features were clear and
fine, almost angelic in fact, if
you didn’t look in his eyes. His eyes were a stormy blue gray, cool and
contained but untamed. They were
the eyes of a spirit that would
take it to the limit. Fearless.
Dyllan reached down and adjusted
himself. He hadn’t realized how arousing seducing Kai would be. Cleaning up the
kitchen was hell
when all he wanted to be doing was
continuing his exploration of Kai. When he finished, he looked around with a
critical eye, wanting to
make sure the kitchen would pass
Grandma’s inspection when she came home from Bingo.
Satisfied that the job was done and
that Grandma would be pleased, Dyllan walked over to Kai, took him by the hand
and led him to the
bedroom. The bedroom seemed to be
an alien landscape, a place he had never been before. He was scared of how this
Dyllan undressed himself slowly,
enjoying Kai’s heated gaze and the appreciation in his expression. Dyllan’s cock
stood out, proudly
erect and leaking already. When Kai
began to undress, Dyllan said quietly, “Wait, I’ll do it.”
He went over to Kai’s CD player,
made a selection and soon the small room was filled with the dark, moody sound
of Portishead. Dyllan
walked over to Kai and
undressed him, feeling like a kid unwrapping a present. He led Kai to the bed
and positioned him so that he was
lying naked on his stomach.
Dyllan lay on the bed next to Kai
and trailed a hand down his back.
“You taste so good, Kai,” he
whispered huskily in Kai’s ear just before he captured Kai’s earlobe between his
Kai shuddered. Dyllan worked his
way down Kai’s body, licking him with long, slow strokes, using the flat of his
tongue. Rubbing his
mouth lightly against him, tasting
him. Nibbling and sucking on him.
Kai was panting and gripping the
top of the mattress to hold himself down, because if he didn’t hold onto
something, he would not be
able to endure the exquisite
sensations generated by the feel of Dyllan’s lips on his back, his buttocks, his
legs, and oh God, now his
toes. His toes were in the hot,
moist cavern of Dyllan’s mouth and oh God, he was going to go crazy. He groaned.
“Dyllan, please, please.”
“Please what?” Dyllan asked
huskily, voice muffled, as he rubbed his face over Kai’s firm, taut buttocks.
Kai groaned in answer and
Dyllan licked the area between his
buttocks. Dyllan turned Kai onto his back and moved up so that he was on his
hands and knees, his
body covering Kai’s.
Dyllan looked into Kai’s deep black
eyes and saw the little boy he had been when they first met and the best friend
who was such an
essential part of his life now.
Those unfathomable eyes held no mystery now. The trust and love he saw there
overwhelmed him. His
heart ached in his chest.
“I love you, Kai,” Dyllan said
softly and gently placed his lips on Kai’s. The loving kiss deepened until
Dyllan’s tongue was searching
Kai’s mouth avidly. Hungry for more
of the sweetness, the honey that was Kai.
Dyllan thrust his hands into Kai’s
hair and held him still so that he could plunder his mouth. He lay down on top
of Kai and they both
moaned at the intense sensations
experienced when skin met skin. Dyllan was grinding his penis against Kai. He
started kissing his way
down Kai’s body again.
Dyllan explored every inch of Kai,
licking, tasting, and biting, until finally, just before Kai was about to beg
Dyllan to touch his cock, he
grasped Kai’s long penis in his
hand. Kai’s back arched and he cried out. Dyllan ran his tongue leisurely across
the head of Kai’s penis.
Kai gasped sharply. “Dyllannnn,” he
groaned through clenched teeth. “If you do that again. I’ll cum.”
Dyllan moaned, opened his mouth and
engulfed the head of Kai’s penis in his mouth. Kai screamed and twisted away,
“Oh, God, Dyllan, oh God, Dyllan,”
he said incoherently. “Please fuck me now.”
Dyllan grabbed the lube and a
condom, which Kai had conveniently placed on a bedside table. He expertly
sheathed his penis in the
condom and heavily lubricated his
cock. He also lubricated several fingers.
“Kai,” Dyllan said hoarsely.
“I’m gonna take this slow, ok?”
“If I hurt you, if you want me to
stop, tell me and I will,” Dyllan added earnestly.
Kai moved restlessly and shook his
head. “No, I need you, Dyllan. I want you now.”
Dyllan inserted one finger into
Kai’s anal canal, amazed at the feel, the texture and the way his finger was
sucked inwards and up. His
cock twitched eagerly.
He painstakingly inserted three
fingers and when they were all completely inside of Kai’s hole, began slowly
moving them in and out.
Kai arched his back and screamed
wordlessly. He stretched his legs out and then bent them towards his chest.
“Dyllan,” he said desperately. “I
am begging you. I am begging you to please fuck me.”
Kai’s need pulled at Dyllan. Kai
writhed against Dyllan’s fingers, whimpering again when Dyllan pulled them out.
Cautiously, Dyllan replaced his
fingers with his cock. He ignored Kai’s efforts to pull him in. He was
determined to stay focused and
not to injure Kai in any way.
It felt like he was sinking into a vat of molten fluid. Hot, liquid, wet.
Unbearable, excruciating pleasure.
Kai wrapped his arms and legs
around Dyllan, engulfing him in his embrace. Kai spread his legs as wide as he
could. It felt as though
each stroke of Dyllan’s cock filled
him with sweet, molten fire. To be penetrated like this by someone he knew as
intimately as he knew
Dyllan was like being torn
wide open. There was nowhere to hide. It was unexpected, overwhelming, and
Dyllan stroked in and out slowly,
gently, rhythmically. Kai was so hot, so tight. He looked down at him, watching
the play of emotions
running across Kai’s face--
agonizing, delicious pleasure.
“You feel soooo good inside of me,”
Kai groaned. His hands gripped Dyllan’s arms.
Dyllan leaned over and nuzzled
Kai’s neck, kissing and nipping at him. Kai gasped and wrapped his legs around
Dyllan’s back even
“Ok baby? Dyllan whispered.
“Yes,” Kai whispered back. “Way
better than ok.”
Dyllan carefully slid all of the
way into Kai’s warm, tight ass until he hit bottom. He lowered himself until he
was lying on top of Kai.
Every inch of Kai’s smooth, warm,
brown skin was against his.
It would have been difficult for
him to say when making love to Kai transitioned from being a loving
responsibility to something that he
very much wanted to do. Now…finally
inside of Kai, he was having difficulty controlling the urge to grab Kai by the
hips and fuck him
He ruthlessly restrained the urge
to let go and was gliding slowly in and out of Kai’s scorching, hot tunnel. Kai
moaned and whimpered
“God, Dyllan, please don’t stop,
don’t ever stop.”
Dyllan leaned over and kissed Kai
tenderly on the lips.
He pushed his tongue into Kai’s
mouth, curled it around Kai’s seeking tongue and gradually deepened the kiss
until he was kissing Kai
ravenously, unable to get enough.
As they kissed, Dyllan increased the pace of his strokes. Greedily, Kai opened
his legs wider, so that
Dyllan could penetrate him
even deeper. The room was soon filled with the sound of Dyllan’s lean hips
crashing into Kai’s ass.
“Kai,” Dyllan said hoarsely, “I’m
gonna cum. I’m gonna cum in you now.”
Incredibly aroused by Dyllan’s
words, Kai’s ass clenched around Dyllan’s cock and triggered Dyllan’s orgasm.
Dyllan leaned down and
bit Kai’s neck as pleasure
surged through his body in powerful, uncontrollable waves.
He was unable to contain it…it
escaped in thick, hard pulses from the tip of his penis. Kai, teased
immeasurably by the friction of
Dyllan’s rock hard abdomen rubbing
against the length of his penis, erupted when Dyllan did, overwhelmed by the
sensation of Dyllan
penetrating him, Dyllan on him skin
to skin. Dyllan kissing him, touching him, loving him.
Kai orgasmed in uncontrollable
spasms, never wanting it to end. Dyllan collapsed on him. Speechless. All of
Dyllan’s previous sexual
experiences had been casual.
In his house, there was always plenty of opportunity; his brothers' ex
girlfriends, bi friends, and gay
friends, those who were open about
it and those who weren’t.
He had never been with anyone he
cared for deeply, the way he did Kai. It had been indescribable. He rolled off
of Kai and to the side,
pulling Kai into his arms. He
looked into Kai’s beautiful black eyes; Kai smiled at him, dimples flashing.
Almost on cue, the phone rang.
Kai answered sleepily. “Yeah-ok-not
yet-bye. Lacey,” he said in answer to Dyllan’s unspoken question. “Are we
she’s coming over now…ok…and no,
Grandma’s not home yet.”
Moments later, Lacey arrived. She
looked them over and smiled approvingly at what she saw in their faces. She
both boys’ appreciative gazes.
After removing her clothing, she put on one of Kai’s T-shirts.
“Mmmmm…it smells good in here,” she
said when she dove into the bed with them. Kai and Dyllan looked at each other
The room reeked with the smell of
cum, sweat and sex.
“You’re just a nasty little animal
girl,” Dyllan said teasingly.
“I know,” she responded ruefully,
snuggling between them so they were all piled on each other as usual. Soon they
were all sleeping
“Dyllan,” Kai said, pulling him
back into the present. “I think Lacey…I think Lacey is ready now.”
Dyllan turned Kai around so that
they were eye to eye. He looked at Kai intently. He couldn’t help it, his heart
Unconsciously, he licked his lips.
“Don’t go there, man. I can’t even start to think about it. I can’t.”
Kai caressed the side of his face,
gentling him. He understood that Dyllan wanted it as much as he did and that
Dyllan was just as
scared as he was.
“You know what?” Dyllan asked.
“We’re all restless. It must be contagious. I know what you kids need.” Kai
rolled his eyes. Dyllan
never let them forget he was the
oldest. “Let’s get the casa cleaned, pick up some groceries and do whatever else
needs to be done.
I’m taking you to the Shack
He went into Lacey’s room and spoke
in a loud voice so she could hear him through the closed bathroom door. “We’re
The Shack tonight, baby girl. Get
your shit together, do what you gotta do. Be ready by seven so we can get there
Dyllan was already dressed, black
leather jacket, black t-shirt,
and black boots, when Lacey walked shyly into the room. Shit, Dyllan thought,
dumfounded. “She’s wearing a dress.”
The dress was a deep, rich burgundy
that emphasized the red undertones of her golden, amber skin. The sleeveless
revealed her muscular, well shaped
arms and dipped low to reveal full breasts. The dress wrapped lovingly around
her small waist and
full hips. There was a slit up the
side that allowed sneaky peeks at her long, shapely legs as she walked what he
called the Lacey walk,
“I’m cool but don’t fuck wit me.”
Kai was close behind her, wearing
blue jeans and a royal blue t-shirt, in a rush to prove that he wasn’t as slow
as they both said he was.
When Lacey stopped in front of
Dyllan, showing off her dress and seeking approval, he and Dyllan exchanged a
quick glance. He shook
his head at Dyllan, black
eyes sharp with warning: don’t tease.
“You look nice,” Dyllan said.
“Ready?” he asked casually.
“Gina and Eryka took me shopping,”
Lacey said in answer to the unspoken questions buzzing around the room. “She
said I’d never get
a man if I kept wearing jeans and
flannel all of the time.” Kai’s heart constricted in his chest. Dyllan’s
nostrils flared slightly, like an
animal sensing danger.
Lacey said, “ I told her, I already
have a man. Two in fact.” Dyllan and Kai shared another quick glance. “I am
ready. C’mon dancer
boy,” she said to Kai, holding out
her hand. She grabbed Dyllan by the arm. “This is a good idea baby. I need
They walked to the club slowly,
Lacey sandwiched protectively by Kai and Dyllan. It was a cool, crisp evening
and Lacey huddled into
her jacket. “Can’t wait to get in.
“Might help if you had some clothes
on,” Dyllan grumbled. “We like you in jeans and flannel.” Kai gave him a stern
look. “It’s true,"
Dyllan protested, “We DO like
her in jeans and flannel. Plus, now we’ll have to keep even MORE assholes away
from her.” Lacey
snorted and rolled her eyes.
Fells Point was just beginning to
get the usual Saturday night crowd. People of every size, shape, color and
gender. Just chillin. There
was a strip of bars they frequented
on occasion. Dark, noisy, smoky bars. Their favorite kind. The three spent many
from bar to bar, dancing,
running into friends and people watching.
Tonight they were headed for the
Shack. The Shack was just a large wooden dance floor, with huge, state of the
throughout the room. There was a bar and DJ’s booth towards the back. Lacey’s
favorite DJ played on Saturday
When the door swung open, she
inhaled the music and started strutting onto the dance floor. The music was so
loud it felt as though the
beat was invading her pores. “I
need to get warmed up first,” Kai said and sat down at one of the few table and
chairs located at the
edge of the dance floor. He closed
his eyes and started nodding his head to the beat. “Uh Oh, “ he said as the
“What?” Dyllan asked then said,
“Oh, Lacey’s favorite song,” as he recognized the intro.
“Everybody’s free to feel good…” It
didn’t seem possible but the DJ increased the volume and made the refrain of the
song echo over
and over---“Everybody’s free to
feel good….” Kai was dancing in his chair, unable to resist the beat. He closed
his eyes and allowed
the music to sweep over him.
Dyllan watched Lacey, unable to
take his eyes off of her. Her long, wild hair was a golden halo framing her
beautiful face. Her graceful
motion was mesmerizing. She was
totally focused on the music throbbing in her veins like lifeblood. She twirled
and strutted and danced
by herself as the dance floor
filled up. Every now and then someone would dance up to her. She would dance
with them briefly and twirl
away with a vague smile.
He got up from the table and leaned
against one of the pillars in the center of the dance floor, his usual spot, so
that he could keep a
watchful eye on Lacey. He was
oblivious to the many hungry eyes staring at every move he made.
Dyllan recognized the rhythmic beat
of the next song; it was one of his favorites. Ja Rule’s rough, gritty voice
filled the room. Every
time he heard this song, he felt it
bone deep. Coulda been his life.
“Make a lot mistakes in life...some
mistakes keep calling us back…pulling us in…every day it keeps callin…would I
run down a road
so dark…hope to die, cross my
heart….every day…streets keep callin…they keep callin…it’s a fucked up world we
live in…I’m tired
of feelin the pain…”
When he was 15, Lacey was 13 and
Kai 14. Lacey and Kai were doing very well in school. They both loved to read.
Gina, one of Lacey’s
mother’s few real friends,
had put a bug in Lacey’s ear when she started school. Read, read, and learn. You
to end up like this. It was
contagious. Lacey infected Kai.
They would spend hours reading and
studying. Dyllan hated school. Lacey and Kai kept him in. They would read to
him. Halfway do
assignments for him. Anything to
keep him from flunking out. Still, he was barely passing, while they were being
groomed for college.
The nuns were already talking
Dyllan looked at his mother, always
working at least two jobs. His oldest brother, Cullen, had been working under
the table, since he
was a little kid, to help his
mother support the rest of them. Cullen didn’t want the rest of them to work. He
told them to concentrate on
His family was always struggling,
one step away from having to get brown bag from the church. School was more and
He hated having Lacey and Kai, who
were younger than him, doing his assignments. He felt so fucking stupid.
He was useless. What did they even
need him for? He wanted out. Now. Lacey walked up to where he stood. He had
mastered the art
of looking as if he were
doing nothing. As if he just happened to be there. She looked up at him. The
look in her eyes had devastated
She had never looked at him like
that…ever. Disappointment, hurt. He looked down and then away. Ashamed to face
“You haven’t been to school for the
past week,” she said quietly. “Dyllan, I don’t understand.” She searched his
eyes, looking for
answers. “How could you be
here…doing this? You know…” her voice trembled and she paused. “You have seen
how this shit fucked
my mother up. What, are you
gonna sell to her? Latonya and James?” she asked, mentioning two young kids in
He looked at her and then away
again. “I want out,” he said flatly. “I want out,” he said again, fiercely this
time, meeting her eyes.
“I hate this.”
Dyllan suddenly noticed Kai
standing unobtrusively to the side…looking out. Lacey’s eyes were full of tears.
Dyllan’s stomach lurched
sickeningly. Lacey never cried.
Ever. He looked down again, unable to explain how restless and increasingly
frustrated he had been
feeling. Everyone seemed to have a
future but him.
“This is not the way, Dyllan,”
Lacey said softly, emphatically. She went over to where his stash was hidden. He
was too stunned to
move; obviously she had been
observing him for a while, with Kai as look out. He watched, in fear and
amazement, as she dumped the
drugs down the sewer.
His heart stuttered in terror. “Do
you know who that belongs to?” he asked.
“I don’t care,” Lacey said simply.
“That is not the way.” She took Dyllan by the hand and Kai by the other. Slowly
and silently they
walked home. “Let’s go to my
house,” Lacey said. “I have a PLAN.”
Dyllan groaned, “I hope it involves
me being alive and not owing one of the biggest drug dealers in Baltimore big
bucks at the end of it.”
When they got to Lacey’s house,
Lacey handed both boys a packet Both packets had photo ID and all of the
documentation they needed
to work. “Courtesy of my
mother,” Lacey explained. “Moms does come through sometimes,” she added with a
Lacey’s mother was a hustler who
was involved in just about any shady deal possible to support her drug habit.
Lacey tried to avoid it,
but in this case, drastic measures
were required, so she had asked her mother for help. Her mother was the one who
had alerted her to
what Dyllan was doing. The drug
dealer Dyllan was selling for was from their neighborhood, and a sometime
boyfriend of Lacey’s
“Gina got us jobs at the McDonald’s
where she works,” Lacey said. Dyllan groaned again. “How much money do you owe
and when is
he expecting payment?” she asked.
She shrieked when he told her the amount and time frame.
“I told you,” Dyllan said grimly.
“Between the three of us, if we
work out a schedule, we can do it. Gina did say she could fix it so that we can
work extra hours,” Lacey
said. “We’ll be tired as hell, but
you’ll still be alive and out of debt.”
“I want to quit school,” Dyllan
said abruptly. “I’ll get my GED or something. I can work full time and with
y’all helping a little, I can get
the money without you killing
yourselves.” As Lacey started to protest, Dyllan added, “I hate school, you and
Kai go, you like it. You
have plans, where you need an
education and I don’t,” he finished miserably.
Lacey went over to Dyllan and knelt
between his knees, “I don’t want to lose you, Dyllan.” She grabbed Kai’s hand.
“I don’t want to
lose what we have together. 1…2…3…
Remember?" She forced a smile. “We should be able to talk to each other about
should be able to DO anything as
long as we stick together, Dyllan.”
“1…2…3…”Dyllan said softly.
“And anyway,” Lacey said, smiling
with relief. “Go ahead and quit school. For you…I have another PLAN.” Dyllan
groaned again and
shook his head.
The music shifted again from
hip-hop to trance. Dyllan was recalled to the present by the change in tempo.
His eyes remained on Lacey.
She was sweating, not perspiring,
She was in the zone and she
needed…Kai. She danced over to the table, shrugging out of her jacket, “C’mon
dancer boy.” She danced
over to him and shimmied sensually
in front of him, laughing. Her face lit up and glowing with the sheer joy of the
Kai smiled sweetly in return,
enjoying her pleasure. They left their jackets on top of the table, where Dyllan
could see them, as they
moved onto the dance floor.
Kai and Lacey danced in perfect accord, their movements revealing their
familiarity with one another.
There was a symmetry to their
movements, even though they danced very differently. Lacey was fiery energy,
constant motion and Kai
moved like quicksilver,
languid and flowing.
Kai twirled her around until she
was dizzy and then leaned her backwards into his embrace until she caught her
breath and the world
stopped shifting. She was high, he
could tell. Her eyes were glittering. “I’m just getting started baby,” she said,
laughing happily. “I
“Me too,” he shouted over the
music. “Dyllan knows best,” they said in unison, quoting one of Dyllan’s
They looked at each other and
grinned when they heard the intro to the next song, one of their favorites.
Lacey inhaled deeply. “Oh…
yeah.” Kai leaned towards her and
gently wiped the moisture from her neck and breasts with the palm of his hand.
He could smell the
light perfume she wore, mixed
with her deep, earthy scent and the smell of her sweat. Her smell intoxicated
He danced behind her and copied her
motions. He knew her so well that he was able to mirror her movements without
smell enticed him so that he had to
get closer, just behind her, barely touching. He leaned in and sniffed her,
unable to stop himself.
Full of yearning, he nuzzled into
her neck, while lightly taking the tips of his fingers and gliding them from her
fingers to the top of her
shoulders. Lacey shivered as goose
bumps suddenly lined her arms. Kai touching her and the rhythm of the music took
her deeper. He
gently grabbed Lacy around the
waist and pulled her back into him so that he could feel her body against his.
He inhaled her scent again and
closed his eyes. He began to lightly stroke her arms, up and down, while she
caught his beat and moved
her hips with his. Fighting
himself, Kai pulled back slightly. The rhythmic movement of her body, her warmth
in front of him, just barely
touching him, was irresistible. He
leaned forward again and started lapping hungrily at the salty drops of sweat on
her neck and
shoulders, licking and sucking
His tongue was so hot, his lips so
soft and warm. Lacey’s pulse tripped and her breath caught sharply, as her
nipples hardened in a
sweet, throbbing rush of feeling.
Every time Kai’s hands slid up and down her arms, she felt a tug of sensation in
her nipples that spread
outward and lower. She felt as
though she were encased in warm honey.
She surfaced briefly to check for
Dyllan. Dyllan moved into her line of vision, he had felt her searching for him.
It was getting crowded
and someone had stepped in
front of him. He had watched Lacey and Kai go from dancing exuberantly as if
they would never stop, to
the rhythmic, sensual dance they
were doing now.
He watched Kai touching her,
stroking her, licking her and hardened slowly until he ached. He knew what those
soft lips felt like, what
those catlike nips and laps
felt like all over his body, on his nipples, wrapped around his cock.
Kai’s face was barely visible,
hidden behind the curtain of his silky black hair as he buried his face in
Lacey’s neck. He tried to back
away and say something
teasing to make light of it, but he couldn’t. Lacey accepted his touch,
Her gasp of pleasure and acceptance
of his caresses increased his craving for her. His cock was straining against
the zipper of his jeans.
He bit his lip to keep from moaning
aloud. Just barely stopped himself from pulling her hips against his hard,
He felt her sliding with him,
drowning with him. She tensed briefly, when she didn’t see Dyllan. As he slid
into her line of vision, she lifted
heavy lidded eyes and smiled
at him slowly, dreamily, unaware of how sensual and erotic she appeared.
Her eyes locked on his. Her
shoulders moved sinuously upwards in response to Kai’s lips, in constant motion
on her neck. Dyllan could
not look away. He had never been
able to resist her, especially not when she smiled.
Her smile called to him. Keeping
his eyes on hers, he walked toward them. He found their rhythm and matched it,
dancing in front of
Lacey. She loved to watch him dance
and her eyes told him so. “You got the power,” she always told him.
Generally, people thought Dyllan
was an icy, cool kind of guy. Lacey and Kai knew the molten steel at his core.
He burned. Dyllan was
intensely aroused by the sight of
Kai’s mouth and hands on Lacey. Every so often, she would close her eyes and
lick her lips in response
to what Kai was doing. Her lips
were wet and shiny and slightly open.
Dyllan leaned over and tentatively
brushed his lips against hers. Lacey felt almost overwhelmed with pleasure.
God…please do it
again…she was so wired, it was not
even a conscious thought. It was a demand. It was what must happen now.
Dyllan brushed his lips against
hers again. Back and forth. Back and forth. Lightly, teasingly, until she
groaned with frustration and
pulled his head down to hers. He
inhaled and forgot to breathe for a moment, when he felt her full lips firmly
against his. He kissed her
tenderly, deepening the kiss
languorously until Lacey groaned again. She grabbed the lapels of his jacket,
pulling him against her.
Dyllan felt Kai’s hands grasp him
by the waist and slowly raised his arms, wrapping them around the two of them.
This must be what
drowning feels like, he thought
mistily. He kissed Lacey languidly, intensely, as if all of their lives depended
upon this one kiss.
Lacey was inundated with sensation.
Kai’s warm body behind her kissing and licking her neck and shoulders. Dyllan in
front of her
enveloping her in his embrace, his
Dyllan lost total awareness of his
surroundings, completely engrossed in the feel of Lacey’s luscious, sweet lips
under his and the world
the three of them created. He
felt a presence to his right. The presence did not register as danger, so he
took his time as he reluctantly
lifted his lips away from Lacey’s
As he looked over, a familiar voice
said, “Is this a private party or can I join in?” Dyllan’s younger brother
Brodie smiled at him with
an over abundance of cheerfulness,
blue green eyes full of amusement at catching his older brother off guard.
Dyllan was almost relieved that
Brodie had interrupted them. He had completely lost awareness of his
surroundings. He had been
totally focused on Lacey and Kai
and the incredible feelings evoked by having both of them in his arms. He walked
over to the edge of
the dance floor with Brodie.
“What up bro?” Dyllan asked.
“Nada, baby, just watchin your ass.
What you up to?” Brodie asked, eyeing Dyllan curiously.
“Just out. Friday night…you know.”
Dyllan said coolly, the look in his eyes telling Brodie not to question him
about what he just saw.
“Are you sure you’re old enough to
be in here?” Dyllan teased, back into big brother mode.
“Now you got jokes,” Brodie said
dryly. Lacey and Kai walked over to them, hands clasped tightly. Lacey embraced
“Redhead boy, when you coming to
see me?” Brodie smiled down at her. “I was just over last week.”
“I know. I miss you though. I’m
used to seeing you just about every day.”
“I know,” Brodie said, “Me too.”
They smiled at each other.
shook his head. All of the O’Brien’s were a little in love with Lacey.
“Ok, Ok. Break it up. She belongs
to us…and us is going home. He pulled Lacey out of Brodie’s embrace. They walked
a few steps
when Lacey dug in her heels.
“Wait…wait.” She grabbed her jacket from Dyllan and reached into the pockets.
She pushed her way
through dancing couples, back to
where Brodie was already dancing with a cute Asian girl.
“Wait here,” he said. “She’s my
sister…really,” he added when the girl pouted skeptically. “She’s with them,” he
pointed over to Kai
and Dyllan, waiting patiently a few
steps away. They waved. Lacey pulled Brodie’s face down to hers. “Be careful. Be
some condoms.” She discretely
shoved a handful down his pants pocket. “I love you. Be good.”
She waited, looking at him
expectantly. Brodie rolled his eyes. “I will. Love you too.” He grabbed her by
the shoulders, turning her
towards Kai and Dyllan and kissed
her quickly on the cheek. “Bye." He rapidly grabbed his dance partner before she
could waltz away.
Lacey awakened slowly. She lay in
the darkness, slightly disoriented. She had been dreaming of Kai and Dyllan. She
remember the dream but she could
recall feeling safe and warm. She was just becoming accustomed to the fact that
they were living
She had never expected it to be
like this. It was so different from the way they had been together when they
were kids and later, even
though they spent most of their
time at Dyllan’s house, right up until the time she and Kai finished college. It
was better than she had
ever imagined; to come home every
day and know that they would be there…that the three of them would be
They hadn’t been living together
for very long; it had taken them a year to make the house habitable. It had been
vacant for a while
and had also required major
repairs. The downstairs apartments still needed work. When Dyllan had quit
school, this had been the
PLAN. Now that they were living
together, she felt a sense of happiness that she had never experienced before.
She didn’t remember much about the
walk home; she had been physically and emotionally drained. Dyllan and Kai had
lain with her
until she fell asleep. The bed was
still warm. They must not have been gone long.
She heard faint sounds coming from
Kai’s room down the hall. She found the sounds of their lovemaking comforting.
It was rare that
she heard them. They were very
discreet. Feeling strangely compelled, she walked slowly down the dimly lit
hallway. She smelled
Nag Champa, her favorite incense,
wafting seductively down the hallway.
Many nights like this, she came
down the hall and crawled into bed with one or the other or both and they did
the same. A closed door
was always respected. The door to
Kai’s room was open. Gingerly, she peeked around the corner.
As always, Kai’s room was spotless.
A place for everything and everything in its place, was his philosophy. She was
somewhere in the
middle and Dyllan was a slob. The
room was glowing with candlelight. Her favorite song by Portishead was playing.
The lilting, sultry
tones filled the room.
Kai was kneeling on the center of
the bed. Dyllan was crouched down in front of him, sucking his cock hungrily.
Nothing in life had ever
prepared her for this moment.
To see Kai and Dyllan in this setting, candles blazing, incense burning, her
favorite music playing, was
The two of them together like this,
Kai’s sleek, lean beauty, Dyllan’s cream colored, muscular form, was perfection.
She looked at
them, stunned, knowing she
should go back to her room, but unable to walk away. Her eyes raised slowly.
Kai was watching her and his eyes
locked on hers in silent communion. He made a sudden, rough, unintelligible
sound and Lacey
included Dyllan in her focus.
Dyllan held Kai’s penis in one hand and gently caressed his testicles with the
other. He licked up and
down Kai’s penis with the flat of
Every so often, he would lazily lap
around the sensitive head, curl his tongue around the skin underneath the glans
envelop his soft, warm lips around
the tip and suck gently. Lacey felt electrified. The earthy, raw sensuality they
every cell of her body. Kai’s eyes
remained locked on hers.
Her connection with Kai was so
intense that she felt as though she could feel everything he was experiencing.
She didn’t know who she
wanted to be the most. Kai, with
his long, hard cock down Dyllan’s throat or Dyllan, tasting, licking and sucking
Kai’s sweet, sweet
Lacey moved to the middle of the
doorway. She was wearing a pair of Dyllan’s boxers and a worn old T-shirt that
revealed thick, big,
hard nipples. Her hands were
gripping the doorframe on each side of her. When Dyllan engulfed Kai’s entire
cock into the scalding
tunnel of his throat, Kai and Lacey
groaned in unison.
Lacey licked dry lips and
swallowed. Dyllan slowly withdrew Kai’s cock from his mouth. “Don’t stop,” Kai
pleaded hoarsely. Dyllan
leisurely resumed licking
Kai’s penis. He resisted Kai’s efforts to push into his mouth.
Kai lifted his hands from his sides
and placed them lightly on top of Dyllan’s head. He never took his eyes away
from Lacey’s, not even
when the pleasure was so
sharp that he could barely keep them open. Not even when Dyllan slowly moved his
lips down his cock inch
by excruciating inch.
Kai bit his lip to keep from
screaming. He thought Lacey was going to lose it. She was shaking with desire.
She watched intently as
Dyllan once again slowly pulled his
mouth from Kai’s penis. “No,” she protested huskily. “Don’t stop.”
Dyllan moaned. He was turned on
beyond belief that Lacey was there with them. Lacey was watching. His Lacey. His
Kai. He loved to
tease Kai; he was so sensitive. He
pushed Kai’s legs further apart and started kissing his balls. He lifted them so
that he could gain
access to the very sensitive area
underneath. He licked and kissed and bit very gently there…over and over and
over, until Kai’s
thighs were trembling and he was
He moved forward until his tongue
could reach Kai’s sweet puckered anus. Kai’s existence narrowed until there was
nothing and no one
else in the world but Dyllan, Lacey
and him. Every part of him was focused on the sensation of Dyllan’s making love
to him. Dyllan’s
tongue on his anus. Licking,
thrusting and sucking.
Dyllan’s arms clutching his thighs.
The silk of Dyllan’s hair on his inner thighs and rubbing against his testicles.
Dyllan’s calloused hand
reaching up to lightly stroke his
cock. Enough to keep him rock hard, not enough to allow him to cum.
Every part of him was focused on
Lacey’s presence in the room. His eyes remained on Lacey’s, savoring the
connection with her. She
was panting with him. Her moans
echoing his. They were all part of each other…part of this.
He lifted his hand and made a
graceful, subtle motion. Drenched in sensation…unable to speak, he knew she
“For you.” His expression was a
complex mixture of emotions: love, lust, tenderness and desire. Lacey felt as
though she had been
handed a gift of immeasurable
value. She wanted to move, wanted to join them; she couldn’t.
Kai looked down at Dyllan, who was
licking and sucking and biting him everywhere, in a frenzied explosion of lust.
His cock, his balls,
his asshole. “Dyllan,” Kai said
through gritted teeth.
Dyllan made a taunting sound that
had Kai’s stomach muscles tightening in response. Not yet, that sound meant.
hungrily, as aroused as Kai and
feeling his frustration.
Dyllan focused his attention on
Kai’s penis. He sucked the long, hard cock in and out of his mouth strongly.
Changing rhythm whenever
he felt Kai was getting too close.
Kai had Dyllan’s hair clenched between his fingers and was straining not to
roughly shove his cock
down Dyllan’s throat over and over
until he came.
“I need to cum Dyllan,” he said in
a choked voice, after he was able to get his brain to formulate the words around
this aching, mindless
need to cum. “Please,” he
Lacey whimpered again. Dyllan
groaned roughly at the sound, flashing on how it had been with the three of
them. Watching Kai’s sweet,
soft mouth on Lacey’s body, Kai’s
hands stroking her. Then him kissing Lacey. And now, Kai’s cock in his mouth.
Now, Lacey watching.
He groaned again. On meltdown
at the thought of finally being able to make love to both of them the way he had
always wanted to.
He grabbed his cock and started
stroking up and down rapidly while sucking forcefully on Kai. He was close, so
close. When Lacey saw
Dyllan’s hand on his cock, jerking
himself off and going crazy on Kai’s cock, she made a low, strangled sound of
She was so wet she could feel it
thick, hot and slick between her thighs. Her pussy was swollen with desire. Her
clit was hard and
distended with need. “Kai…Dyllan,”
she whimpered. “Pleeeeeeze.”
Kai closed his eyes and his head
fell backwards. He clenched his teeth, afraid of all of the things he wanted.
Afraid he would say the
things trembling crazily behind his
lips. Needing to say it but too scared to say, I want you, I want you, in my
mouth, on my body…
His cock pulsed and surged in
Dyllan’s mouth. “I’m cumming,” he gritted out, voice strained. His entire body
was suffused with
pleasure. He raised his head,
opened his eyes and found Lacey staring at him hungrily. He watched as her mouth
opened. She cried out,
her body jerking in unison
with his, over and over until she slowly slid down onto her knees, her eyes
still locked on his.
Dyllan was first to recover. He
walked over to her on legs that were still shaking and half carried her to the
bed with them. They
collapsed onto the bed and quickly
drifted into restful slumber. Before he was totally lost in sleep, Kai thought
Dyllan cautiously disentangled
himself from Lacey and Kai, managing not to awaken them. He showered, dressed
and left to pick up his
older brother Cullen. They were
finishing up a job Cullen and his other brother Niall had started the previous
Niall had flaked out…something that
had been happening with alarming frequency lately. The family was gonna have to
talk about that
and figure out what was wrong
with Niall. Cullen came out of the duplex as soon as Dyllan pulled up, followed
by his partner Shannon,
who was carrying two cups of
“Hey Shannon,” Dyllan said.
“What’s up man?” Shannon asked as
Cullen loaded his tools and a cooler onto the back of the pick up. “Sure you
don’t want me to
come?” Shannon asked Cullen
“Baby, you are good with a ‘puter,
but hanging sheetrock ain’t your thing,” Cullen teased. He settled into the seat
on the passenger’s
side and pulled Shannon’s face
through the window for a soft kiss. “Most beautiful,” he whispered as he stroked
the side of Shannon’s
face gently. “I’ll see you when I
“K,” Shannon said. “See you,
“Bye.” Dyllan called back.
Cullen adjusted his cock and turned
to see Dyllan watching. “Hey,” he said. “What can I say? He does it for me.”
“I know,” Dyllan said. “That’s
what’s so cool about it.”
They drove along in silence for a
few minutes, listening to a Jill Scott CD and slowly waking up. Dyllan was still
tired from last night and
was just not a morning
person. Cullen eyed him curiously. “There’s something different about you.”
“What?” Dyllan asked defensively.
“Don’t know. That’s what I’m trying
to figure out. Whatever it is, it looks good on you.” Cullen laughed as Dyllan’s
face flushed. “It’s
all good, baby bro, you know that.
How’s Lacey’s PLAN working?”
“Which one?” Dyllan asked dryly.
“The one where you all live
together happily ever after.”
Dyllan looked at him blankly,
“I mean it’s been what, six months?
How’s it working?” Cullen probed. “Y’all ready to kill each other yet?”
“Nah,” Dyllan said. “It’s working.”
After Lacy had persuaded him not to
go into corner pharmaceuticals, she had showed Kai and Dyllan several articles
Baltimore Sun about dollar
homes. Homes for sale in rundown areas of Baltimore City that were being offered
to people willing to
rehabilitate them and live in them.
“If we all put together, your mom,
Gina and Cullen, you, Kai, and me. We could get together and work on each
other’s houses. We could
do this,” she said excitedly.
“You, Kai and me could keep our jobs, save up our money, once you pay Blueboy
back. Put our money
together and buy one of those
houses when you turn 21.”
“We can all live together. You can
go to school for electronics or mechanic or something. You know you can fix
anything. This will work
Dyll. This is a good Plan. Right
Kai?” she asked persuasively. Kai nodded in agreement.
“Talk to Cullen first, then to your
mother and Gina. We’ll go with you,” Kai said.
“Now,” Lacey said. “Let’s do it. “
They approached Cullen with their
idea. “So, the three of you are planning on living together happily ever after?”
One by one, they had
nodded, half expecting him to
laugh. “Nothing wrong with that,” he had said seriously. He turned to Dyllan.
“You straight, man?”
Dyllan looked at him for a long
moment and said, “Yes.” Shit, how could he have ever thought he could hide
anything from Cullen in this
“If the three of you need anything,
come to me,” Cullen had said sternly. “Don’t be fucking stupid.”
“Cullen,” Dyllan said softly, as he
returned to the present.
“For always being there. You’re the
only father I’ve ever had.”
Cullen’s heart melted, the way it
always did when his younger brothers and sisters showed him how much they loved
him. He was always
scared they would resent him
for being so hard on them, for acting like a father instead of a brother.
“Shut up man,” he said.
When he arrived home, it was late.
Kai was showering in the bathroom they shared. Dyllan quickly took all of the
little piles of papers,
clothes and trash from his bedroom
floor and threw them into his closet. He lit the scented candles that Kai had
provided. He put in a CD
that Brodie had burned for him.
The mellow sounds of Dexter
Wansel’s, One Million Miles From the Ground, filled the room. The clear, sweet
sound of the tenor sax
melded with the background sounds
of waves crashing against the shore and the pleading words of the lyrics, ‘Give
me your love, I want
it, all of your love, baby I need
As he waited for Kai to get out of
the shower, he conceded that he wasn’t like Kai and Lacey. He hated to read,
hated school, didn’t like
a lot of people around and
didn’t talk much. He didn’t make lists, didn’t make plans. He went on instinct
and his gut feeling. When he
was with Kai and Lacey…everything
From that first moment, when Lacey
had smiled at him like sunshine, Lacey and Kai had been his. His to love, care
for and protect. He
had never thought of Lacey in
a sexual way. At least not in a way where he had considered that something would
He couldn’t help but look at her
and want her. The beautiful girl with the wild hair had turned into a beautiful
woman. Part of his role as
protector and ensuring that
nothing would ever hurt her again, meant that he could not consider being
sexually intimate with her. What
they had was so much deeper than
Now that the door had been opened,
he was raging with want for her. The feelings were so powerful that he had not
been able to think
about anything else all day. Last
night had been so incredible. To have Lacey and Kai together. Even though, with
Lacey, it had not
been physical, she was just as much
a part of it as he and Kai had been. To make love to both of them…he couldn’t
get it out of his mind.
Kai walked over to him, naked and
wet, interrupting his thoughts. He looked Dyllan over carefully. “Did you like
it?” He looked down
at Dyllan’s cock, obviously hard,
in his loose work clothes.
“Never mind,” Kai said. “I can tell
you did. You were thinking about it all day, just like I was, weren’t you?”
“Yeah,” Dyllan admitted, closing
his eyes as Kai stroked him through his jeans. “We have to be careful, Kai, I
don’t want Lacey to get
“I know,” Kai said. “I think she is
ready. I think she wants this.”
“We have to take it slow. We have
to be sure,” Dyllan said.
Lacey walked slowly towards
Dyllan’s room. She was filled with a mixture of fear and anticipation. She
didn’t want to think about what
was happening between Dyllan, Kai
and herself. If she allowed herself to think…
She had on a royal blue satin robe
that Kai had given her a couple of birthdays ago. Her hair was loose and hanging
in thick, long, spiral
curls all over her head.
Tonight, the sounds of Dexter Wansel’s music had drifted seductively into her
room…. “Come inside where it’s
nice and warm….”
When she reached Dyllan’s room, the
door was open. Dyllan was thrusting his cock in and out of Kai’s asshole. Kai
was on all fours and
Dyllan was on top of him. They were
positioned so that Dyllan was facing her and she had a clear view. Somehow…it
was clear they had
been waiting for her.
She looked at them, full of wonder.
She had never really thought about the two of them together. It seemed like it
would be an invasion
of something very private. They
always made it clear that she was beloved so she had not ever felt excluded
because the two of them
Now, looking at them, she had never
imagined that witnessing their lovemaking would be so beautiful. Kai’s silky
black hair spread all
over his shoulders and face,
gleaming like onyx in the candlelight. His dark brown cock extended from his
lean, graceful body, thick,
long and hard.
The muscles in Dyllan’s arms,
thighs and buttocks flexed and contracted as he thrust in and out of Kai. His
vanilla cream, silky skin
gleamed like marble in the
candlelight. He leaned over and planted hot, moist kisses on Kai’s back. He
lifted Kai’s hair to one side so
that Lacey could see his face.
Dyllan knew he was not going to
last long. He was so turned on by Lacey watching last night and again tonight
and the feel of being
inside of his beautiful Kai. Lacey,
his beautiful Lacey, watching with that look of intent, awestruck wonder.
Lacey licked her lips. She wanted
to get in front of Kai and put his cock in her mouth while Dyllan fucked him.
She wanted to taste them
both, over and over and over.
When she first entered the room,
Dyllan’s eyes had searched hers intently. He saw whatever it was he needed to
see. She hadn’t
realized she had been aware of his
tension until he released it.
She smiled at him slowly. He gave
her a look that was reserved for Lacey and Kai, endless love, for always. Kai
groaned and the sound
triggered Lacey. Electricity arced
between the three of them. Dyllan’s head fell back and he said, “Oh, God,”
through clenched teeth.
“I need to fuck you, Kai.”
“Give it to me,” Kai said
Dyllan grabbed Kai by the hips and
jabbed into his hot, velvet asshole with short, hard strokes. Kai was gripping
the sheets beneath him
panting harshly, loving the hot
burning feel of Dyllan’s cock grinding in and out of his ass.
Dyllan looked at Lacey and moaned
when he saw that she had removed her robe. Her brownish red skin glowed in the
candlelight. Her curvy beauty riveted him. Her full breasts, her nipples, thick,
brown and hard. Her long muscular legs. Dyllan wrapped his hand in Kai’s long,
silky hair. He hunched over him and after gently biting his ear, turned Kai’s
head and said, “Look.”
Kai looked at Lacey standing in the
doorway, her lovely body highlighted by candlelight. She was focused intently on
Dyllan and him,
obviously excited by the sight of
Dyllan and him fucking. “Lacey,” he groaned. “Oh, God.”
Lacey whimpered. Dyllan sat back on
his heels and pulled Kai with him. Kai leaned back into Dyllan’s embrace, his
head resting on
Dyllan’s shoulder. His cock was
rigid and glistening with precum. Dyllan reached around and jacked him slowly.
Kai closed his eyes
helplessly. Dyllan released Kai’s
penis, grasped his hips and began moving him up and down on his cock.
Lacey watched the movements of
Dyllan’s cock avidly. If she could just taste. Her mouth watered. She looked at
them. They were
watching her and her response to
them. She grabbed the doorframe, the same way she had the night before. To keep
herself still. To
hold herself up and keep knees weak
with longing from collapsing.
She was wet, dripping wet. Cunt
juice dripping down the lips of her swollen pussy and onto her thighs. Dyllan’s
eyes held hers as he
rocked his cock into Kai. He
wrapped his arms around Kai. They both looked at her. Serious. Intent. One in
purpose. “For you,” Dyllan
Lacey felt heat beginning at her
head and toes simultaneously, moving through her body like a tidal wave.
Converging at the center of
her vagina. The heat burst into
pulses of pleasure throughout her entire body, filling her. She looked at Dyllan
and Kai, unable to speak,
unable to tell them what was
happening to her.
Deep, pulsating waves of ecstasy
moved through her body. Dark, rich, endless. Her eyes drifted shut and her back
arched. Only her
hands, tightened convulsively on
the doorframe, kept her in an upright position.
Dyllan moved Kai back onto all
fours. He thrust into him without mercy, laying his cock into him fiercely,
fucking in and out relentlessly,
until Kai was crying out in
agonized pleasure with each thrust. He reached around and wrapped his hand
around Kai’s cock. He slid his
hand up and down Kai’s penis in the
short, rapid strokes Kai liked. “I’m gonna cum too, Kai, I’m gonna cum too. Cum
with us, now.
Right now, right now,” he sobbed
He wrapped both arms around Kai and
held his last thrust, his cock jerking wildly inside of Kai, as Kai wrapped his
hand around his cock
and finished jerking himself off,
spewing cream all over the sheets in front of him. Lacey staggered over to the
bed and they helped her
inside. Exhausted physically and
emotionally, the three snuggled together. Lacey and Dyllan drifted off to sleep
before sleep overtook him, Kai
thought to himself hopefully…TWO.
Lacey awaked suddenly and moved
cautiously out of their three-person pile so that Dyllan and Kai would not
awaken. She went to the
kitchen to fix herself a cup of
coffee. She had never required a lot of sleep and would often awaken in the wee
hours of the morning.
Sometimes she would bake, read or
complete a work project.
Dyllan and Kai were sound sleepers
so her nocturnal wanderings never disturbed them. She was surprised to see
Dyllan walk sleepily
into the kitchen. She turned
around rapidly when she heard the rustling noises of his entry. His blue eyes
surveyed her appraisingly.
“You ok?” he asked softly.
“Yeah,” she said, smiling sweetly.
She turned back to the counter to finish preparing the coffee. He walked up
behind her. “K, just
checking on you. Look at your
hair,” he teased, running his fingers through it gently.
“Mmmm, that feels good,” Lacey
purred, moving into his fingers. Dyllan played with her hair for a few moments
and then swiftly and
efficiently braided it into one
thick, neat cord.
“Thank you,” Lacey said quietly.
Dyllan lifted the braid and leaned down and gently nuzzled his nose into the
back of Lacey’s neck. Fine
goose bumps raised along her
arms and down her back. “You’re welcome,” Dyllan whispered and then he bit her.
In the past, the three of them bit,
kissed, hit and wrestled playfully, whenever the mood struck, but this was
different. Dyllan had lightly
sunk his strong white teeth into
the very sensitive skin between Lacey’s neck and shoulder.
Skin prickling, Lacey felt as if
time had stopped on a dime and locked her into sensation. She felt each serrated
edge of every tooth
buried in her skin. Every nerve in
her body came to life in a sudden agonizing rush. She was dancing on the very
fine line of a pleasure
so intense that it was almost
Dyllan, standing behind her, was
frozen with a mixture of lust and surprise. What he had intended as a very
loving, playful gesture had,
through some strange alchemy, been
transformed into something else. He was afraid to move, because if he did, he
was not going to be
able to control himself.
All he could think of right now was
lifting up the back of Lacey’s robe, bending her over and burying his cock
inside of her hot, wet
pussy. When Lacey lifted her
shoulder and turned her head to the side to give him better access, every
thought of control escaped him.
God this is Lacey, his Lacey and
every barrier that had kept him from touching her, being physically intimate
with her, had dissipated
into thin air. He kissed her
back and neck feverishly with moist, hot, opened mouth kisses, licking and
He was moaning uncontrollably,
lost in the taste and feel of her. He opened his eyes hazily and saw Kai walking
over to both of them.
His eyes met Kai’s and he knew what
Kai was feeling, watching the two of them together.
Kai’s face held the dreamy, sleepy
look he got when he was turned on. He stood in front of Lacey, looking at her
body through the folds
of the robe that had fallen open.
They were very similar in complexion but Lacey was a beautiful reddish brown,
all over. He liked her
breasts. Full and firm. Her thick,
hard nipples had fascinated him since they were teenagers. He reached out and
touched her breasts
They were unbelievably soft. He
stroked her nipples lightly, wondering if they were as sensitive as Dyllan’s.
Oh…yes. She cried out
and arched her back, almost melting
to the floor, if they had not caught her. Kai lowered his mouth to her nipples.
He lapped at them
He took his time, enjoying her
taste and the way Lacey was responding to what he and Dyllan were doing. Kai
kissed his way slowly
down Lacey’s stomach. Dyllan’s
hands replaced Kai’s mouth on her breasts. He was stroking them in slow circular
“Dyllan,” she cried out. He didn’t
answer, absorbed in kissing and licking up and down the back of her neck. Her
skin was so creamy
and smooth and she tasted like
heaven. He couldn’t stop.
“Kai,” she moaned.
“My nipples hurt, they hurt,
please, suck them.” Her nipples were so hard. She tried to grab Dyllan’s hands
so that she could force him
to caress the swollen nubs
that were aching for his touch. Dyllan lifted his face and said hoarsely, “Not
Lacey groaned in frustration. She
felt Kai’s hair brushing against her stomach as he kissed his way downwards.
When Dyllan felt Kai
spreading Lacey’s legs, he stopped
the tantalizing circular motions on her breasts. Ever so gently, he took the
tips of his fingers and
lightly stroked her nipples, just
as Kai licked the tip of her clit with the raspy, flat surface of his tongue.
“Ohhhh Godddd, ohhhh, God, pleeze,
oh pleeze, don’t stop. This time, don’t stop this time.” Lacey was saturated
with longing as she felt
Kai and Dyllan touching her,
caressing her, making love to her.
Dyllan supported her while Kai
gently sucked her hard clit into his mouth, licking it devotedly with the tip of
his tongue. He slowly
pushed one finger into her vagina.
God, it was like a furnace. So heated and God, so wet now and extremely tight.
Lacey was a virgin,
he thought in astonishment.
He didn’t know why he was
surprised. When he and Lacey had been practicing and preparing him for his first
fuck, Lacey had been the
one who had lubricated the candles
and inserted them tenderly into his anus. Lacey was the one had lovingly stroked
his penis until he
had cum violently into her hand.
Since they weren’t sure who his
first would be, she had said protectively, “I didn’t want you to be alone and I
didn’t want just anybody
doing this to you.” At first, they
had not even considered Dyllan as a candidate.
Later, she had looked at him
fiercely and said “Noone is ever gonna touch me. 'Cept you and Dyllan,” she
added. She had been 14 and
he 15. It was almost surreal to be
touching her like this, 10 years later, preparing her to be made love to for the
first time. Just as she
had done for him.
Dyllan was so big, he didn’t know
how it would be done without ANY pain, but he tried to stretch her so that the
pain would be minimal.
Kai’s mouth all over her clit and
his gentle sucking motions were taking her over the edge. When he thrust a
finger inside of her vagina,
she almost panicked. After the
attack, her vagina had become a “Do Not Go Beyond This Point” zone.
The sense of Kai and Dyllan inside
of her in ways that were beyond physical, calmed her. Dyllan and Kai. She sank
into the pleasure
once again. Kai inserted another
finger and moved them slowly in and out, continuing to suck on her clit.
Just then, Dyllan firmly pinched
her nipples. The added stimulation took her over and she screamed. Kai moaned
into her pussy,
his arousal heightened by the sound
and feel of Lacey cumming into his mouth. He stroked himself slowly.
Dyllan was grinding his cock into
Lacey’s ass while Kai was eating her pussy. Kai closed his eyes and took a deep
breath. He was gonna
cum too if he didn’t regain
Kai continued sucking Lacey’s clit
while she came and then moved down to the open mouth of her pussy so he could
lap up her cum. He
pressed a kiss onto her tight,
puckered anus, then lapped at her asshole delicately, not sure if she would let
him, or if she would like it.
Lacey spread her legs wider in
welcome and ground her ass down onto his tongue.
He should have known better. Lacey
was a very earthy, sensual woman. An animal girl at heart. He smiled to himself
and began to
devour the slick, hot tissue in
earnest. After long minutes immersed in the taste and smell of her, he moved his
mouth reluctantly away
from Lacey’s ass and stood up. He
licked his lips, savoring the flavor.
Dyllan leaned forward. “Let me
taste.” Ravenously, he licked at Kai’s lips and around his mouth and chin. He
kissed Kai directly on his
soft, full lips, nipping and biting
He gradually deepened the kiss
until their tongues were encircling. He thrust his fingers through Kai’s hair
and held his head in place so
he could greedily ravish his
mouth. Lacey was sandwiched in the middle, Dyllan’s hard, muscular heat at her
She shrugged out of her robe and it
and it fell to her feet with a rustle of sound. She groaned, feeling Dyllan’s
skin on her back and Kai
in the front. She ran her hands up
and down Kai’s muscular arms and rubbed her aching breasts against his chest,
then leaned forward
and kissed her way across his chest
as he had done to her.
She put her hands on his waist to
pull him closer and then gently bit his nipples, one right after the other. Kai
shivered and groaned into
Dyllan’s mouth. He tore his mouth
from Dyllan’s. If they didn’t stop now they’d be fucking on the kitchen floor.
Catching his breath, he grabbed
Lacey by one hand and Dyllan by the other and led them to the first bedroom
closest to the kitchen—
his. He lay Lacey down on the
center of the bed and moved to her side.
Kai kissed her lovingly all over
her face before settling onto her lips. They were full, lush and soft under his.
He rubbed his mouth
across hers slowly and
deliberately, nipping at her lips, lifting his mouth away when she tried to
deepen the kiss. He teased her until she
pulled his head down to hers and
kissed him fiercely.
She opened her mouth under his and
pulled him in until they were kissing passionately. Dyllan had Lacey’s nipples
in his mouth and was
sucking on them forcefully, just to
the point of pain. He left them to lick his tongue in a long line down her body.
Dyllan kissed his way down her body
until he reached her feet. He licked and sucked her toes until she was writhing
with pleasure and
then worked his way back up to her
pussy. His cock was a burning rod of aching, hard fire. He wanted in her sweet,
wet, hot pussy. He
looked down at it, moist, brownish
pink and swollen with need.
He buried his face in her cunt,
rubbing his hair, his mouth, and his nose in it. Her taste, her scent, was
driving him crazy. He licked and
sucked her vaginal lips, lapping
her up the juices; he sucked at her inner thighs, lapping up the juices there as
well. He inserted a finger
into her pussy.
Lacey arched her back and cried out
with pleasure, breaking her mouth away from Kai’s. Kai’s eyes met Dyllan’s. He
Dyllan inserted another finger
inside of Lacey’s pussy as Kai leaned over and kissed him. The three of them
moaned in unison.
Dyllan moved up to Lacey’s other
side. “Lacey,” he murmured.
Eyes closed, she responded, “Mmmm?”
“Please, look at me.” Her eyes
drifted open. The look in them took his breath away. He paused for a moment. “I
–we—want, need to
make love to you,” he said shakily.
He looked at Kai in silent apology for speaking for him as well. Kai reached
over and stroked his
Kai caressed Lacey’s face and hair
lovingly. She looked at the both of them silently then said, “I want you both so
much, that I can
barely think. I don’t know how I
didn’t know it—or see it, but this is what I want---very much,” she added.
“Scared?” Kai asked softly.
“Oh yeah,” she replied in low
tones. “But I need to feel you inside of me—now—both of you,” she said in a
voice just above a whisper,
hoping they would understand. She
felt raw, physically and emotionally.
Every time they touched her, she
went higher and higher. She needed—needed them in her, filling her now. She
moved restlessly. Kai
smoothed a calming hand down her
body. “Shhhh—it’s ok, baby. It’s ok.”
Incrementally, Dyllan inserted more
fingers inside of her, taking his time and gauging her response. He moved his
allowing her to accustom herself to
Kai stroked her hair gently,
continuously, his gaze locked on hers. She bit her lip. Dyllan’s knuckles grazed
her clitoris. She whimpered.
Dyllan wiggled his fingers in a
motion that stretched her vaginal walls and rubbed his knuckles against her clit
Kai’s excitement was building with
hers and his hand clenched in her hair. He was grinding into her slowly. Dyllan
was watching them
both intently, fucking his fingers
into Lacey’s pussy with one hand and jacking his hard cock with the other. He
allowed his knuckles to
graze against Lacey’s clit again.
“Dyllan,” she groaned. He grunted, unable to answer her, locked into what he was
doing to her.
“Kai,” she whimpered. “That, what’s
Kai’s eyes were half closed, still
locked on hers. He licked his lips. Lacey shuddered. “Mmmm…that makes me cum…oh
makes me cum.” She rocked back and
forth on Dyllan’s fingers, her body convulsing violently.
Kai buried his face into her
shoulder and stayed very still, trying not to cum as Lacey shuddered and rocked
against him. He took a
deep breath and surfaced to find
Dyllan gazing at him, stormy blue gray eyes turbulent with heat and desire.
Dyllan removed his fingers from
Lacey’s vagina. They were wet with her juices and pink tinged with blood. He
licked and sucked them
then held out his hand to Kai. They
looked into each other’s eyes and smiled as Kai licked the remainder of Lacey’s
They switched places and Kai moved
between Lacey’s legs again. He had been dying for this since he had his first
taste. He dove right
into Lacey’s sweet asshole. Her
pussy had lots of curly soft hair on her mound but very little on her labia.
There was none surrounding
her anus. A soft, crinkly, dark
brown, delectable hole. He wanted in. Now. Right there. He grabbed a pillow and
put it quickly under her
hips. He looked up. Dyllan
was slowly caressing Lacey’s breasts and stomach while watching him.
Kai opened Lacey’s ass cheeks then
placed a kiss right on the center of her puckered asshole. Lacey caught her
breath. He started
eating her asshole like a starving
man. God, she tasted soooo good. Dyllan watched Kai sucking Lacey’s asshole and
his cock hardened
even more. His penis was
throbbing against Lacey’s thigh. He dared not rub against her until he cooled
down a little.
Lacey had spread her legs as wide
as she could so Kai could get at her. She was twisting and writhing so much that
Kai grabbed her by
the hips to keep her still. When
she quieted a little, he placed one hand gently on her stomach to anchor her and
used the other to fuck
into her pussy while he ate
out her ass.
As soon as he inserted his fingers,
Lacey was cumming. She grabbed his head and pulled him into her. Her pussy was
clutching at his fingers. She was
crying and screaming incoherently. “I need you to fuck me. I need you to fuck me
now.” Dyllan quickly
snatched the lube out of the
nightstand next to the bed and thrust it at Kai.
Kai slowly and carefully inserted a
lubricated a finger where his tongue had been. Lacey flinched and he stopped
“No, Kai.” Kai removed his finger
quickly. “No, Kai, don’t stop,” Lacey said brokenly. “Kai—I – need – you--- to
fuck me---now. Just
do it,” she demanded.
Kai’s heart restarted. Dyllan
soothed her quietly. “He’s just getting you ready.”
Lacey moved restlessly. “I need
you,” she moaned and raised her hips.
Dyllan looked down. Kai had
inserted two fingers and he was much larger than that. Kai cautiously inserted a
third finger. Lacey
growled at him. He and Dyllan
exchanged an anxious glance.
Smoothly, as if they had practice
beforehand, Dyllan moved over top of Lacey and Kai moved aside. Lacey spread her
embraced him. He slowly inserted
his penis until Lacey lifted her hips and engulfed him. His mind whited out. He
was inside of an
endless moment where nothing and no
one existed but Lacey, Kai and him.
He felt rather than saw them.
Physically, he was inside of Lacey and yet there were intangible bonds uniting
the three of them, right
here, right now, that were stronger
than touch. He resurfaced to find himself looking down into Lacey’s eyes, buried
to the hilt in her
tight, wet pussy. Kai was beside
them, stroking Dyllan’s back gently.
“Kai,” Lacey whimpered. “I need you
now.” Voice choked and trembling, she added, “I’ve been telling you…you’re not
“I don’t want to hurt you,” he
“Kai—I need you--” Lacey told him
Dyllan rolled them over so that
they were in a side lying position. Lacey lifted her outer leg and threw it
across Dyllan’s body. Kai
scooted behind her and inserted his
hard, engorged penis, tenderly and carefully, into her anus. Once Lacey knew
that Kai was going to
do it, she relaxed
completely. She remembered everything that she and Kai had learned when they
were trying to figure out how to
The relaxation of her tense muscles
helped to ease his way. They were suspended in time, Dyllan and Lacey waiting
patiently for the
moment when the three of them would
be joined. Kai nervously and cautiously penetrating Lacey, afraid of hurting
His need fueled by Lacey’s
passionate entreaties and afraid of moving too fast, Kai tried not to focus on
the delicious sensations
he was experiencing, the connection
between the three of them. Ephemeral, but very strong, very real. The smells,
Dyllan smells. The freedom to touch
both of them with a love, a desire that was endless.
His aching cock strained and flexed
in rebellion, wanting what he had craved so long. He was enthralled by the silk
of Lacey’s back and
buttocks and thighs against him,
the velvet of Dyllan’s arms and back against his stroking hand. The fiery cavern
of Lacey’s anus.
Tight and hot against him.
He could feel Dyllan’s cock through
the very thin, delicate layer of tissue that separated Lacey’s vagina and anal
canal. “Oh God,”
he sobbed inaudibly. He thought
that out of them all, he was the one that wanted and needed this the most. He
was home. He was in.
Inside of Lacey and Dyllan. He
buried his face against Lacey’s hair.
Lacey took a deep breath and
exhaled slowly. She was overwhelmed by sensation and emotion. The pleasure was
square inch of her body
experiencing intense, overwhelming pleasure. She felt a sense of rightness, of
being where she should be,
floating in an endless ocean of
warmth and love.
Then Dyllan moved. Infinitesimally,
just shifted his weight a little bit. His cock rubbed across Kai’s and went just
that bit deeper,
hitting something inside of Lacey
that made her go crazy. She writhed against them, creating a friction that made
them both groan in
ecstasy. Lacey rocked against them
with a wild, frantic rhythm, helpless against the driving needs and commands of
her body. She was cumming
continuously, waves of pleasure
ebbing and flowing throughout her entire body.
Dyllan looked at her, eyes closed,
moaning and screaming and crying out, because of him and Kai and how they made
her feel, and fell
over the edge. He pulled Lacey and
Kai into his embrace and fucked them furiously, totally out of control. He
withdrew his cock as far
from Lacey as he could
without losing complete contact and rapidly thrust back in. In and out, trying
to hold back, hold back until…he
felt Lacey’s heated, slick, vaginal
walls contracting and releasing around his cock. Dyllan came with a roar. “I
love you. I love you.
I love you,” he moaned over and
over until he ceased ejaculating.
Kai grabbed Dyllan’s arms in a grip
that would leave bruises later. He could feel Dyllan’s cock jerking, throbbing
and erupting against
his. He thrust into Lacey, until he
could go no further and then just held still, luxuriating in the sensory
overload he was experiencing.
He didn’t want to cum. He didn’t
want this to end…ever. Only, he couldn’t resist when he felt Lacey’s ass
squeezing his cock so hard
that it felt as though it were in a
vise. Her asshole felt like hot, wet silk encasing his cock.
He tried to stop, tried to wait,
tried to make it last forever. Her asshole tightened and released again and his
cock erupted violently,
spewing cum like a geyser, over and
over and over. He was biting at Lacey’s back and grunting with each jet of cum
into her asshole.
They remained enjoined for a while,
reveling in the closeness. “I love you,” they all said it at once and laughed
sleepily at each other.
They settled into the bed, Lacey in
the middle, Dyllan and Kai on each side.
Dyllan kissed each of them, looking
at them lovingly, gray blue eyes blazing with joy. MINE.
Lacey, in the middle, sighed
happily, still caught up in a sense of joy, wonder and completion as she drifted
of to sleep.
Kai’s last sleepy thought, on a
drowsy burst of elation….THREE.